life 4: a break

i LOVE LIFE rn. sorta. still somewhat sucks but it's whatev.

i've gotten news that i'll be going to the mountains. sounds boring but BELIEVE ME it's good.


so my grandpa and his friends made a whole ass tiny private village like 80 years ago. it's more just vacation homes nowadays but GOD I LOVE THERE. i really hope to inherit the property one day

anyways there's gonna be snow. i haven't been up there while it's wintertime in YEARS. i am sorta happy but i feel like i'll just b the same; bored as fuck. but if i get to pelt my dad w snowballs i'll be happy! i kinda hate everyone rn including him 

but yeah. if i find a way, i WILL put a picture or two here; the views are literally godly, and i love sharing them w everyone i meet!

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on another note, i wanna talk bout my blog. don't think this is me, or at least fully me, i'm not some pretentious idiot who complains about everything all day. this is a place where i can share my pessimistic side, and it's mildly therapeutic to me. i like it. 

you'll find me MUCH more agreeable in an IM or whatever; but i'm only on like 10 minutes a week. i have a life >;D



anyways, song of the day goes toooooo: Let Me Carve Your Way by Daisuke Ishiwatari song: let me carve your way