life 5: a journey's end, and new beginnings

so.. it's been 4 months since my last post, huh? coolio.

honestly, after cutting out an EXTREMELY FUCKING TOXIC person out of my life, i feel at LEAST 2.23% better. at LEAST. however, that person ALSO got me into spacehey; which is why i haven't been on NEARLY as much.

but yeah, so much has happened these last 4 months; a breakup, meeting new people, starting a new schooling curriculum, and even regaining back my old friend group!

life is overall pretty good, but still bland. at least i'm not panicked 24/7 from being in a relationship lmao. (fuck you alissa :D)

but yeah; i made up with my old friend group; not that there WAS much negativity, as the fighting was like.. not even between us?? it was one person who was just creating negativity for the fun of it, but we broke through. 

and now, my best friend is back, my closest irl friend is back, my 2nd best friend is back, so many people are back. it's honestly overwhelming, really. 

things have changed, though. nothing feels as close as it used to be, but it's whatever honestly. my heart has still been gutted and scarred, but it can finally heal

so with this; new beginnings are born. will i use this app? probably? dunno. its just sorta fun to hop on every once a month lmao

cya on the flip side







song of the day goes to Stay In Your Coma by Alias Conrod Coldwood, i don't know why i like it, but i do.