I smoked again today. I feel like I'm addicted but I keep telling people that I'm fine, and I'm honestly extremely disappointed in myself. I called my little brother for an hour today to get some social interaction. I binge ate and I feel mega gross, to be honest. I wanna get my medication and calories under control because the better I think the better ill be off and be able to take care of mysel... » Continue Reading
Do people even read these things anymore? I don't know. But his journal! it's been a while hasn't it? Uhm, not much has changed with me but I've been taking bett » Continue Reading
Hi journal I know it's been over two weeks but I've been super busy, a lot has been going on. I am in the process of creating a pitch doc for a group of D&D players who want me to be a game master for them but it's terrifying because they're professionals and have been doing it for years and this would be like, my second time dming like ever. I've got super burnt out all of a sudden because I'm ... » Continue Reading
Hi, diary! It's been a long freaking time, and I apologize about that. But I've got a few interesting updates! I ran my first-ever official Dungeons And Dragons campaign on Wednesday! It was super fun and all my players had a GREAT time. I can't wait to see where the plot brings us. Even as the dm I await the twisty and turny road of a good adventure! There's a lot of work drama between the manage... » Continue Reading
Totally didn't steal from my mootie HolidayGirl,,,,, smoked a cigarette? no smoke a cigar? No drugs? If weed counts, yeah sure. drank alcohol? When I was little my mom tricked me into drinking a peach wine,,, It was pretty good :3 » Continue Reading
DUDE, I totally forgot to update this. The past weekend was super busy, I had work, then a party, then a sleepover... I hung out with my irl besties!!! Even met my twin's family, or some of them at least.... They didn't really talk to me much but that's okay. Her family doesn't seem to really interact with anyone outside of it much anyway. They talked to other bestie a little bit but I'm sure he's... » Continue Reading
HI!!! Holy cow I haven't written here in over five months, woahhh. Uhm, HI! I forgot about this website, but I recently got inspired by one of my mooties on here (Shout out to Holidaygirl!!!) to make this a type of public diary like a real blog! I'm just kind of going to be rambling about little bits and bobs of my life. So, here goes nothing! Mood: Sleepy, also energetic?? Idk its not anxiety, b... » Continue Reading
((UUUUHHHHH HAI ive never released my poetry to the public before, but here goes!!! :3 I do sonnets and haikus but I usually end up hating them all so instead here's a freehand about my little circle of irl friends. Might post more idk yet!!! As always, advice and tips are encouraged!!! )) » Continue Reading
I now see the gore accounts everyone has been complaining about! How cute. Now why don't you all run along back to your mommy's basement, you no lifers? Literally no one cares if you pretend to worship hitler and make your profile pic some sfx movie wrist gore, drop your hairdryer in your bathtub and dip your toe in it, xoxo » Continue Reading
Hi guys!!! I'm new here and idrk what blogging is but here we go! Hai guys!! I'll probably do life updates or something here or talk about random stuff :3 anyway byee » Continue Reading