it's been 5 months since i posted a blog here, the school year has started and recently things have been going... well, i don't really know. i have difficulty talking to people and it just beats me up all the time cause i can never talk to the people i wannabe friends with in class, it's so bad and pathetic that i might as well just stop trying and accept the fact that I'm just a pathetic loser lo... » Continue Reading
update from my previous blog, 2023 was the worst for me, but guess what? 2024 fucked me so hard that i almost killed myself (two times) and almost got into a mental hospital. I've been doing better though, got into the art school i wanted to go to. it happened on February... i think, when my mental health started going down the drain, it wasn't fun, i lost alot of friends. though, it's okay, I've ... » Continue Reading
I don't even know where to start, Alex G's music has helped me so much this year, and I'm so glad I'm ending this horrible year with his music. I can't explain why, but whenever i listen to one of his songs it just— makes me feel emotions I can't explain, it's so depressing but it's so comforting as well, my favourite album of his is Dsu and my favourite song is After ur Gone, the riff in the beg... » Continue Reading
my year this 2023 was the worst, I've had so many depressive episodes, I've been constantly burdened by the fact that i cannot talk to people without it being awkward, whenever i try to approach a person irl or even in dms it always seems like I'm bothering them and it makes me think they're annoyed, i just wanna be able to talk to people without constantly worrying about how i might be annoying t... » Continue Reading