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it's been 5 months since i posted a blog here, the school year has started and recently things have been going... well, i don't really know. i have difficulty talking to people and it just beats me up all the time cause i can never talk to the people i wannabe friends with in class, it's so bad and pathetic that i might as well just stop trying and accept the fact that I'm just a pathetic loser lol

i miss my best friend and it sucks, everything sucks, my lif e sucks!!!!!!!