update

update from my previous blog, 2023 was the worst for me, but guess what? 2024 fucked me so hard that i almost killed myself (two times) and almost got into a mental hospital. I've been doing better though, got into the art school i wanted to go to.

it happened on February... i think, when my mental health started going down the drain, it wasn't fun, i lost alot of friends. though, it's okay, I've been reading a bunch of book, I'm still on my way to buy more, also the ranfren hyperfixation this time hit HARD and has taken over, HA.

i also came back to drawing digital art.. i quit digital art for almost a year back then cause of how difficult it is for me to use a phone but I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE GRIND GRIND GRIND!!!!  

anyway that's all, i started consumig alot of depressive media so there's something i coulf relate and attach to and it made me feel better. hopefully this year goes on without me attempting to off myself again lol.