nothiddeeen

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"listening 2 fob on repeat"

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— 8 Kudos

fentanyl (its not all about you)

Category: Writing and Poetry

youre right and you have every right to boast  carefully crafted host im a parasite down to the core youre all i hate and more  what does it mean when i hate you but itch for your voice  like a bad dog i bite teeth sharpened through every lie  youre a leash and im choking every time i try  im attached to the facade  im a bad charity case  my life is a steady line but when im with you it str » Continue Reading

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— 4 Kudos

i can escape god but i cant escape you

Category: Writing and Poetry

i can escape god but i cant escape you theres a desperation in your "holiness"' half preacher, fully devoted worshipper im what you kneel on, who you confess to  im every preacher who sang you prayers im the candle lit dinners with your fake friends and lovers 7 missed calls from god never meant salvation  first to call, first to lose to temptation » Continue Reading

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— 4 Kudos

youre a stepping stone away from reaching me and falling back (fuck you and your therapist)

Category: Writing and Poetry

Desperately under my skin im what you need under all that greed  trick yourself that anyone would go near you  Without knowing whats a lie and whats true (no mask no gloves no PPE ) youre the corpse that only i can examine  cold dead still lying  your mouth has wrinkles with the memory of every sob story every fly knows youre too rotten to be worth it  the maggots in your guts tell me where you ke... » Continue Reading

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— 6 Kudos

im as forgetful as half your conscience and im this close to being full of you (shitty poem for a shitty person)

Category: Writing and Poetry

im as forgetful as half your conscience  and im this close to being full of you  there was a moment in time where i didnt freeze with the coldness of touch  im as welcoming as the mat outside your childhood home  come in come in come in the numbing experience of this everyday play pretend  i used to look up from the pews but now i just keep my head down think of you next to me, pray your sins away... » Continue Reading

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— 9 Kudos

fourth of july by fob inspired art

Category: Art and Photography

that song has been on repeat for like a week now  » Continue Reading

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selfish scared something else

Category: Writing and Poetry

if i was in love with the universe maybe itll love me back  and i was never good with that i take take take never give selfish down to the core i wish i felt more something other this emptylonelysinking feeling id rather stare off into the distance than into the eyes of someone that truly loves me maybe im not fit for such things maybe i dont want to wake up to an » Continue Reading

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i need to inhale pete wentz and his lyrics

Category: Blogging

i love his lyrics so much i dont even know how to describe how much i love them » Continue Reading

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