youre right and you have every right to boast carefully crafted host im a parasite down to the core youre all i hate and more what does it mean when i hate you but itch for your voice like a bad dog i bite teeth sharpened through every lie youre a leash and im choking every time i try im attached to the facade im a bad charity case my life is a steady line but when im with you it str » Continue Reading
i can escape god but i cant escape you theres a desperation in your "holiness"' half preacher, fully devoted worshipper im what you kneel on, who you confess to im every preacher who sang you prayers im the candle lit dinners with your fake friends and lovers 7 missed calls from god never meant salvation first to call, first to lose to temptation » Continue Reading
Desperately under my skin im what you need under all that greed trick yourself that anyone would go near you Without knowing whats a lie and whats true (no mask no gloves no PPE ) youre the corpse that only i can examine cold dead still lying your mouth has wrinkles with the memory of every sob story every fly knows youre too rotten to be worth it the maggots in your guts tell me where you ke... » Continue Reading
im as forgetful as half your conscience and im this close to being full of you there was a moment in time where i didnt freeze with the coldness of touch im as welcoming as the mat outside your childhood home come in come in come in the numbing experience of this everyday play pretend i used to look up from the pews but now i just keep my head down think of you next to me, pray your sins away... » Continue Reading
if i was in love with the universe maybe itll love me back and i was never good with that i take take take never give selfish down to the core i wish i felt more something other this emptylonelysinking feeling id rather stare off into the distance than into the eyes of someone that truly loves me maybe im not fit for such things maybe i dont want to wake up to an » Continue Reading