fentanyl (its not all about you)

youre right and you have every right to boast 

carefully crafted host

im a parasite down to the core

youre all i hate and more 

what does it mean when i hate you but itch for your voice 

like a bad dog i bite

teeth sharpened through every lie 

youre a leash and im choking every time i try 

im attached to the facade 

im a bad charity case 

my life is a steady line but when im with you it strays sideway 

leave me by the highway ill wait like a dog for any bone you throw 

i still feel your presence days after the phone call

im waiting for the next fix

every day is torture when i know youll never love me 

i know i said im through

with this substance abuse of you

its not enough to say i hate your guts

i need to examine it after ive stabbed you

i want to feel the blood warm in my hands

i want your eyes to never move 

never let me down again