currently i have been receiving an influx of older guys following me on all social media except tiktok and instagram and trying to chat with me, i fucking hate it they are trying to groom me all over again and im not letting it happen, im actively pushing them away, i sound like a hypocrite saying don't want to be groomed after millions of posts ab my teacher and all but i really don't like him or... » Continue Reading
a lot has changed lately, i lost my best friends and i'm not sad about it, i now think my old crush is ugly, i lot around 6 ish pounds and i'm somewhat more social lol i lost my best friend because i told her i felt excluded and that maybe she shouldn't make fun of me and she lashed out on me saying i was throwing a tantrum and called me immature and all, she said to take some time apart but to me... » Continue Reading
Two painful years I lived spectating and watching him be the dream man for another girl and I had no choice but to see the positive aspect of him not loving me, he was happier, his heart was with someone who understood him and knew him more than I ever could, can and will, he is the star I will never reach and always dream of owning, I'm in tremendous pain but at least he is happy and content with... » Continue Reading
probs gonna start posting cryptid shit on youtube lol i wanna see if i just end up looking dumb or if i can get some folowing from it (i will probs just en up looking stupid lmao sjkasjs) » Continue Reading
hey guys i might actually commit suicide next year, my friends dont like me anymore, i have to deal with people i hate everyday and the teacher i confessed to thinking he would actually leave the school is rumored to come back next year and i just might have to live w » Continue Reading
no ha pasado nada últimamente, el profesor que me gusta ya se fue y dudo que vuelva ya que me declare, me estaba acordando el otro dia de las varias veces que me prepare para que el se ponga full pervertido y me toque cuando estemos solos, una ves nos quedamos solos en el laboratorio pero nada paso pq el no me tenia cariño en ese entonces, quizás si me vuelva a ver me pida algo o me ha » Continue Reading
when will my mom stop calling me fat and then yell at me for not eating? what can i do to rest? i starve, i work out, i puke and do many other things and when i get resultis they force food down my throat and call me fat again i cant handle this anymore i mi » Continue Reading
i confessed to him like, two weeks and still no response, he has it so that i dont see if he saw my messages or not but i know he did bcs he changed how long the messages were visible for and set it to 24 hours but never spoke. im kinda bummed but not entirely sad since i get it, a student who he got close to and though was someone like him bcs we both liked the same stuff coffesses to you compro... » Continue Reading
I finaly DID IT!!! I CONFESSED TO HIM I didn't link the blog bcs I got help from a friend and she told me not to. BUT IT DID ITT HE FINNALY KNOWS I LIKE HIM He still hasn't responded yet tho, I think I sent the message a little too late in the night bcs I was excited kajsj Wish me luck on his response! » Continue Reading