i like watching cooking vids, esp the bento ones where they make a really cute bento box for their partner or loved one, i like to imagine its me cooking for my future partner and they love the food i make for them and they show it off like "look at what my partner made!!" it wuld be so cute to see them enjoy my food and for them to know i love them so much that i wont let them go hungry, i yearn ... » Continue Reading
there is this guy on insta i really like but he is too pretty 4 me, he is literally perfect and i'm just some cringe high schooler dreaming for a bit of his attention lol anyways i'm kinda needy 4 a boyfriends but not gonna have one yet since boys my age always smell like shit and have no manners, they are disgusting and rude, older boys are gross perverts who smell even worse (somehow) no man or ... » Continue Reading
i felt like crying today and i did, i have a crush on this guy and he follows a lot of girls on insta ans they are all perfect, skinny, button nose, long dark hair and more, they all look like perfect little dolls and i don't, he will never look at or notice me and i'm just pathetic fawning over him and his stupid face, i know its not real and all but i cant help but feel stupid when i try to be ... » Continue Reading
currently i have been receiving an influx of older guys following me on all social media except tiktok and instagram and trying to chat with me, i fucking hate it they are trying to groom me all over again and im not letting it happen, im actively pushing them away, i sound like a hypocrite saying don't want to be groomed after millions of posts ab my teacher and all but i really don't like him or... » Continue Reading
a lot has changed lately, i lost my best friends and i'm not sad about it, i now think my old crush is ugly, i lot around 6 ish pounds and i'm somewhat more social lol i lost my best friend because i told her i felt excluded and that maybe she shouldn't make fun of me and she lashed out on me saying i was throwing a tantrum and called me immature and all, she said to take some time apart but to me... » Continue Reading
Two painful years I lived spectating and watching him be the dream man for another girl and I had no choice but to see the positive aspect of him not loving me, he was happier, his heart was with someone who understood him and knew him more than I ever could, can and will, he is the star I will never reach and always dream of owning, I'm in tremendous pain but at least he is happy and content with... » Continue Reading
probs gonna start posting cryptid shit on youtube lol i wanna see if i just end up looking dumb or if i can get some folowing from it (i will probs just en up looking stupid lmao sjkasjs) » Continue Reading
hey guys i might actually commit suicide next year, my friends dont like me anymore, i have to deal with people i hate everyday and the teacher i confessed to thinking he would actually leave the school is rumored to come back next year and i just might have to live w » Continue Reading
no ha pasado nada últimamente, el profesor que me gusta ya se fue y dudo que vuelva ya que me declare, me estaba acordando el otro dia de las varias veces que me prepare para que el se ponga full pervertido y me toque cuando estemos solos, una ves nos quedamos solos en el laboratorio pero nada paso pq el no me tenia cariño en ese entonces, quizás si me vuelva a ver me pida algo o me ha » Continue Reading
when will my mom stop calling me fat and then yell at me for not eating? what can i do to rest? i starve, i work out, i puke and do many other things and when i get resultis they force food down my throat and call me fat again i cant handle this anymore i mi » Continue Reading