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sweet nineteen

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again i am struck with the belief that i am meant to be abused and taken advantage of. im a bad person, i put up a show of a wounded dog and cry publicly to have someone read and be scared of me. i want to be taken care of, like a baby, a sweet innocent maleable baby.  sweet and perfect perfect and clean, so clean. so clean not a trace of someones hand on her body, not a trace of hatred planted in... » Continue Reading

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hqwddkjfjws

Category: Romance and Relationships

omgg the other day i saw him a bunch lmao, he looked so cute with his ne haircut jhsshdkj i love him smm i waved hi to him just as he puffed his cheeks and he waved at me with his cheeks all puffed and a little smile I DIED OF CUTENESS  he is so adorable fuckkkkk i wanna eat him so badd :))))))))))))))))))))) » Continue Reading

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ehgdisuildswm

Category: Romance and Relationships

GUYS GUYS GUYS OMG AHHHHH rmber the guy i said i fell for recently? well HE started coming uo to ME to talk he starts convrsations now and eve complimented me on two diferent ocations one ( a couple months ago) where he complimented my two blonde highlights and said i looked pretty with them (AAAAAAAA) and another on halloween where he said my patrick bateman costume was great  he also started bei... » Continue Reading

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04/2024

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a lot has changed lately, i lost my best friends and i'm not sad about it, i now think my old crush is ugly, i lot around 6 ish pounds and i'm somewhat more social lol i lost my best friend because i told her i felt excluded and that maybe she shouldn't make fun of me and she lashed out on me saying i was throwing a tantrum and called me immature and all, she said to take some time apart but to me... » Continue Reading

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the ".." entry

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"im aiming to get a thigh gap" yeah no shit, i was like around 76 ish kilos back then. now im like 68 ish, most of my clothes fall off my waist and land on my hips. i kinda wanna kill my past self for not eating since it made me gain weight like crazy and i had to exercise a lot more than usual to get in the shape i wanted, now i have somewhat of a gap but not much since i still weigh like 60+kilo... » Continue Reading

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new lovers.

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my teacher crush is leaving the school and im confessing to him when i turn 18 and after my graduation.  i went to say goodbye to him the other day and have been missing him since then, he told me that he was happy to see me and thanked me for the stuff i bought him (it was a hot day so i boiught him a cold soda and some cake)  and when he saw me the first thing he did was pull me in for a hug and... » Continue Reading

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stalking and such

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ok so iknow i disspeared off of the face of the earth and that nobody missed me (lmao) but i have some stuff to post ab now saksjazs (FINALLY), so, first of all,  stalking so, i had a boyfriend who sexually assaulted me and treated me like shit all the time we were dating, so i dumped him and he posted a ton of instagram stories talking ab how he was better off without me and all that and i didnt ... » Continue Reading

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yay!

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today has been somewhat of a good day since in my school had a jeans day and i got to wear a pretty outfit.  today i didn't see him but i don't really care since i was more focused on how hungry i was (and have been all fucking day ughhh i just want to eat lunch :( ) also today i got a 6 on a test ( in my country the highest grade is a 7) and it was kinda funny bcs i was one of like 4 6's in a sea... » Continue Reading

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jfskdjflsdkjfs

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pretty boring days recently, nothing more than the usual home-school-home thing. most interesting thing there is now is that my teach crush came back from his sick leave so i guess that's fun,  i have been making plans to go out to the mall with my friends over the weekend but none of us have a free day due to either school or personal matters. lately i have been feeling kinda lonely and ugly.  ev... » Continue Reading

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NO MORE SAD ASHKASJDHKSJ

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today i made up with the girl who was being mean to me, (soph) turns out some other girls (nico and two other girls) talked shit ab everyone and told lies to her (soph) and told her i was talking shit ab her and basically pressured her to threaten me, so she did due to peer pressure; but today (after distancing ourselves from eachother for a while to let things cool down) we both apologised i apol... » Continue Reading

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s+c

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at this point idk if i really like him like that he has caused so much chaos and problems within my friendgroup and i cant stop shedding tears everytime i think of him  he could never love me now he liked me when i was quiet, small and soft spoken   and i liked him more when he was a stranger  even if he » Continue Reading

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