04/2024

a lot has changed lately, i lost my best friends and i'm not sad about it, i now think my old crush is ugly, i lot around 6 ish pounds and i'm somewhat more social lol

i lost my best friend because i told her i felt excluded and that maybe she shouldn't make fun of me and she lashed out on me saying i was throwing a tantrum and called me immature and all, she said to take some time apart but to me that is the equivalent of just not being friends anymore, she already found  replacement for me and i already found two lol

i got somewhat over my teacher crush, i looked at pics of him and i just couldn't bring myself to like him the same way again lmao, i wanna get into dating apps to get laid as soon as im legal lol, im kinda scared tho, but whatever, im not a virgin anymore (broke my hymen) so i don't think i have as much value to older men anymore, i'm not as clean anymore, im used.

i lost around 6 pounds by restricting my calorie intake, from (an estimate of) 2000 or more kcal to 800 kcal max, sometimes i even just eat 500 in a whole day lol, im so much happier, m clothes fall off and i'm not as greasy XD overall just changed for the better in this last month

bonus: i finally fit into the skirt th showed my belly rolls and i look so much prettier