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currently i have been receiving an influx of older guys following me on all social media except tiktok and instagram and trying to chat with me, i fucking hate it

they are trying to groom me all over again and im not letting it happen, im actively pushing them away, i sound like a hypocrite saying don't want to be groomed after millions of posts ab my teacher and all but i really don't like him or people like that anymore, i have grown as a person and realized how i am so starve for love and approval that i seek it in the worst but easiest ways i can 

truth is i never loved im, i just wanted a replacement for my father and the fact that he used to ignore me all day no matter what i did, i sound very pathetic.

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