"Rotting"
Adult, Devil Girl, She/Her, USA
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Category: Life
I think I'm going to stop going to my psychiatrist because every med that she makes me try makes me feel worse in some way. I'm either completely numb for hours, or I can't wake up because she gives me the strongest sleeping pills that are basically like a horse tranquilizer for me. lol. >_> I don't think she is ever listening to what I say. I know there isn't really medicine for BPD but DAMN!!! ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Pets and Animals
Every time I feel really sad and low, coming home and seeing my cat's face always cheers me up. My favorite is Tangy. He's a short-haired red mackerel tabby who is very handsome and mean. I love to bury my face in his pelt because he smells so good. I wish I could hug him forever. He is just the cutest kitty in the world and I love him so much. I feel like he's my soulmate in animal form. I love ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I LIKE HOW NOTHING HAS CHANGED HERE LOL o.o time capsule fr. IG I AM BACK?? UNLESS IT GETS DEAD AGAIN LOL » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Update on my 'best friend' She said my trauma isn't that bad even though she's the one who caused me so much of said trauma lol. I am genuinely so disgusted she said that behind my back and I actually never want to see her stupid face again. Real ironic coming from the girl who lies about everything for sympathy points and attention. At least my pain is actually real 😂😂😂 I'm so salty » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
My biggest regret in life is ever meeting my best friend. She always ruins my life and makes my life a living hell and never actually cares to change. I know this but I always forgive her each time she crawls back despite all the times she lies to me and stabs me in the back. I really need to break out of this cycle. I'm tired of loving someone who always hurts me and clearly doesn't love me t... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
My favorite emotes that I seriously need to start using again are as follows: owo o_o :3 XD :3c ^_^ （＾ω＾） T_T uwu » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
UGHHHH I'M SO BOREEED SOMEBODY TALK TO ME AND PRETEND THEY'RE INTERESTED IN MEEEE PLEEEEAAASEEE » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Sometimes it feels like my body is full of trash and that it's rotting. It feels horrible and like I'm a decaying corpse. It makes me feel disgusting and all my limbs and organs feel heavy with lead and maggots. Idk if that's just me doe 😇 » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
I'm so excited for the Barbie movie guys I'm going to dress so obnoxiously pink and I have a blonde wig and everything!!! I'm going to the midnight showing lol. Cursed Barbie moment :3. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
My girlfriend's 20th birthday is this week so I've been trying to plan it all out. It's actually really fun I like doing stuff like this for her. I hope she'll have fun! We're having it be fish / ocean themed and it's super cute :3. I'm excited for her lol. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I miss feeling innocent and like I was special and that the world was a wonderful place. Sometimes I get the familiar feeling I got when I was a kid and it's so strong. It feels like I woke up from a long dream. I want to cling onto it forever so that I'll feel alive again. This is me. I'm awake again. I'll go back to a deep sleep again soon but right now I'm here. » Continue Reading
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