im a really awkward person and i dont know wjat to say at all anytime i dont know myself one bit and i cant remember anything abt me that isnt surface, my therapist "doesnt like to continuously ask me questions" and ive told her i dont know me bqrely and she doesnt understand that out of an hour there were 15 minutes of us being passive aggressive till i told her she was yk being fucking annoying ... » Continue Reading
I fucking despise how some people views towards these religions(daemonolatry,paganism/witchcraft and satinism) are so far from what they are, it’s not “evil” and it has nothing to do w sacrifices pictured in movies, offing people or any of that nonsense. They hv there own practices js like any other religion. A lot of the time w these you don’t necessarily have to be religious, there’s atheists wh... » Continue Reading
He sees colors, spots and shapes. He sees people in the corners of his eyes, the only ones that seem worth talking to. each day passes w new stressors more reason to do it, but the same old feeling never leaves. New people enter his life, he claims they’re the love of his life but the feeling never lasts, either that or he ruins it. He ruins it by freaking out, getting upset than blocking them. He... » Continue Reading
Their perception of him and his mind are very different from each other and he can never tell if either r right. The voice screams at him saying everything he does is wrong, he’s scared he messed everything up w/o realizing, he cry’s over the simplest things and can’t seem to figure out how he feels, if there’s a real reason why he’s feeling like this. So gross and disgusting, everyone tried to pi... » Continue Reading
He looks to the people around them unsure whats happening and contemplating whether they hate him or not, of what theyre feeling and thinking, of how mad or upset they are at him. he looks at the ground, anywhere away from how far their vision goes. the feelings of what he maybe did wont leave his mind, what did he do wrong? why wont they speak to him? he corners himself unable to talk, on the ver... » Continue Reading