fuck Therapists and life !!

im a really awkward person and i dont know wjat to say at all anytime i dont know myself one bit and i cant remember anything abt me that isnt surface, my therapist "doesnt like to continuously ask me questions" and ive told her i dont know me bqrely and she doesnt understand that out of an hour there were 15 minutes of us being passive aggressive till i told her she was yk being fucking annoying cs shes said in past sessions"u can say anything blahblah i dont hv a filter blahblah nun affects me blahblah" then she asked if thats how i typically speak to people so then i left n slammed the door cs yk she was being fucking annoying then my dad came up to me and asked "i feel like were putting alot of effort into u, and u still arent happy?" like im suppose to js be cured fuck these people n fuck me !