haai everynyan! so what was happening while i wasnt here? like, i've decided that i need to learn japanese. im still doing one animation, i just cant find motivation for it sadly :( what is even more sad, is that i have depression.. but i have pills to fight it, and it's pretty fine! have a picture that i did yestedray, i called it uwvanya » Continue Reading
haloo spacehey people, so, this is kinda of an update. today nothing really happened. i tried doing my animation again, drew a few frames, and that's it. i still dont find interest in things. well, today i just played tf2 again, this game jsut sucks me in and drains me sometimes. but i dont really have anything else to play. or i start talking with freinds, and end up doing nothing. i dunno, i ju... » Continue Reading
i don't know how long i've been trying to get myself interested in other things, nothing seems interesting. and if i do do something, i always feel like im forcing myself to do it. evn writing thius is kinda hard, because.. i dont know. i don't feel like doing anything. like, im trying, but just end up feeling more exhausted than i was before. or maybe it's my self hatred, that sometimes happens. ... » Continue Reading
so, you probably heard of FNaF, right? have you heard of fnaf world? i did, and one a few days ago i saw a clip of some guy's stream and thought: "Huh, i need to listen to fnaf world's ost!" and so i did, and it actually can make me feel better if i feel bad. main menu theme is amazing, and has a good loop too. listening to this ost right now, as i'm writing this and- oh, main menu theme started p... » Continue Reading
heya! so i'm kinda new here, my friend showed me this site. Honestly, i think that this place seems fun. still trying to understand things here, but hopefully i'll get at least something. won't mind having some new friends to be honest, because i think i've been feeling that i need more than 3 friends. so, im open to new friends! guess i don't have to say more right now. have a good day! » Continue Reading
i feel like i want to do something, but i don't know what. and i don't really feel any motivation for stuff. i think i'm feeling like this for a few days maybe? i think that that's kinda maybe bad i mean i tried playing games, listening to some music or watching videos. that helps me not feeling bad(i guess), but after some time i feel bad again. yea, that may be kinda bad i hope i can find someth... » Continue Reading