Life update: So, im not going to lie, also let me start with this. I made a rough blog three months ago and I'm not sure if anyone even saw it, but it was awful. Disorganized and jumbled. The most recent blog i made besides this one is more of the vibe i want for these upcoming blogs. Anyway, back to not lying. Life hasnt been easy. For anyone struggling with suicidal ideation and self harm i wann... » Continue Reading
Wanting to write again; I got home less than an hour ago I was on a trip visiting my best friend in a different state. I had a lot of fun and did a lot of reflecting. Nothing life changing or disclosing, just listening to my constant thoughts. I really missed home. I missed my family a lot. I'm glad I can say that. My sister is growing into such a cool person. And my brot » Continue Reading
-I need a friend to show me how to update my css better. -So, the real point of this blog, I was looking back at old posts and realized most of the shit I write is complete nonsense. I often barf out my emotions right as I feel them and my blogs end up as just piles of worthless shit. From now on I'd like to shorten my writing and broaden my vocabulary. I'm going to stop posting when I'm faded (we... » Continue Reading
Going to delete a lot of my blogs. I'm going to save most of them in a folder so that maybe somehow when I get a real computer I can transfer them and have them on that one. I wanna look back at all these one day and laugh lol » Continue Reading
This is the least sick I've felt in days. Still feel sick though. Im nauseous and my body still hurts but its lower on all the scales. I lost a couple pounds I can tell haha there's less skin that I can pull on around my waist. Going on that camping trip low-key threw me off. I forgot that I actually have a life here in my town. It kinda sucks tbh. I pretty much just spent the last 4 days crying a... » Continue Reading
I’m drawing right now, Hanging out with my brother, I love the people who make me who I am, I love the way the pencil in my hand feels as I scrape it across my paper Each little square with a little bit of pencil A landscape he asked me to draw Plants so full of life I wish I could be where I draw I hardly ever draw landscapes A landscape he asked me to draw I feel real and present Present, here, ... » Continue Reading
Heyyy so ive had this acc for a while now but I’ve literally never done anything on it till now. CUZ LAST TIME I TRIED TO MAKE A BLOG IT DIDNT POST AND THE HIANT BLOG I MADE WENT TO WAIST AND I WAS SO GUCKING MAD I CANNOT EVEN EXPLAIN HOW FUCKING PISSED OFF I WAS. Anyways I’m back and my friend is starting to show me a ton of stuff on the interwebs so I think I’m gonna be on here more often, bette... » Continue Reading