The day I experienced real grief, was the day I lost myself. Because the feeling was soon replaced with numbness. I dont feel anything. No dream, no love, no drug can fill that emptiness that lingers inside my body. Goals become useless, food turns into poison, cigarettes won't get enough, You don't know wether to live or die, because both of them won't solve the need for nothing. Your body become... » Continue Reading
I fucking hate my mood swings so much. like for a few days i be talking non stop, being productive af and actually getting my life together and then all of the sudden the depressive episode kicks in and I start isolating myself from people and skipping school, not showering for days and destroying all my progress I achieved the last few days. i feel like having two different persoanlities dependin... » Continue Reading
soo in the 1980s version, theres a bug that when u like do a part time job on a sunday night, sunday reapeats. i could like get 7000 dollars in like 5 minutes?? lol im bad at explaining hope u guys understand it tho >. < » Continue Reading
AAAH HELLO!!! so this is my first blog entry !! I'm gonna make this like a diary, idk maybe u wanna read it ? I just wanna say if anyone wants to be friends w me then just dm me! im looking forward to meet new friends » Continue Reading