The first ever entry I made here I was talking about turning 17 in about a month and being worried about senior year and going to university abroad. I just turned 18 two days ago and I graduated high school a little over two weeks ago. I had forgotten about this website to be honest, I got too busy with school and with life in general, I didn't even have time to sit down and watch shows I was inte... » Continue Reading
How can I teach one to love me without first teaching them how to suffer? Who am I if I don't love? Who am I if I don't give affection? Who am I if not a stepping stone for others? If not a chapter in their life, they were the whole book to me. No one can ever genuinely want me, can they? I'm too fragile, too fast, too much. She smokes, that's not very womanly of her, she's too straightforward, sh... » Continue Reading
I'm graduating from high school next year and honestly, I've been having this ongoing crisis about like not seeing my friends anymore after graduation, and the house I have been living in will be a place I visit during my break. I am adulting and getting older and I'm happy with it because it brings me closer to the point in life where I get to be on my own. I can't believe these people who I hav... » Continue Reading