oh how i wish i coudl say smth along the lines of "omg i totally forgot i have bpd". i never do. it's awful. it's present everywhere. in my way of thinking, relationships obv, liking things, interests😭 i don't get a second left alone with my thoughts BCS my thoughts are ill. they're ill. my bpd is a way of life sadly. i didn't get to choose. fckn quetiapine is not working😭 » Continue Reading
oh how i wish i coudl say smth along the lines of "omg i totally forgot i have bpd". i never do. it's awful. it's present everywhere. in my way of thinking, relationships obv, liking things, interests😭 i don't get a second left alone with my thoughts BCS my thoughts are ill. they're ill. my bpd is a way of life sadly. i didn't get to choose. fckn quetiapine is not working😭 » Continue Reading
i just gotta love my cat. his name is Đuka and he's liek.. he's autistic. i just love him!! we vibe c: he's always in that one place, the sofa but specifically the corner! he never fkn moves 😭and when we moved house it took him months to get out of the mattress he was hiding beneath. hes so traumatised. like completely fcked😭 he hates to be petted and doesn't like all cat food exept some crunchy p... » Continue Reading
my brother was studying maths w my dad so for his reward he got a milkshake but i was like :'c so dad got me one too! yipeee! yesterday he told me I'm autistic » Continue Reading
not even a day ago i talked to my therapist and he told me based on everything i said that i want to be an ethereal being. like I'm bored of everything. but not in a teenager way-bored-of-everything, more like.. jobs, you must work to earn food! which is alone a weird concept(why isn't food free??) but then you work your whole life and get maybe like 2% of the time left to use it on travelling or ... » Continue Reading