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"you dont understand me. I'm a real poet. my life is my poetry."

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a letter i will never send (to him.)

Category: Writing and Poetry

I like you so much it hurts. I know you don't like me back and I know you never will. I'm tired of waiting for something that will never happen. it's not your fault, but I'm sorry for seeing something that wasn't there. If you like someone else, tell me. if you don't like me, tell me. don't lead me on, hoping that one day you'll bother to text me. the only time you » Continue Reading

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star-crossed fantasies / cursed visons , poetry

Category: Writing and Poetry

he kissed me in my dreams, he kissed me in my sleep and he told me he was with someone else - it was all a dream. it was all a nightmare, it was far too close to reality. I hugged him, I told him I was happy for him. I feel like my love for him is suffocating me. I feel like it's choking me, if I stay I know the deeper the cut but if I go I'll never be able to for » Continue Reading

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post-summer stats

Category: Life

kiss count: 0 relationship status: single (crushing) money: $0 concerts: 2 happiness: 9/10 confidence: 6/10 pinned: Joyanne, Hailey » Continue Reading

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meaningless mess (a poem/song)

Category: Writing and Poetry

Can't trust a word you say, talked to you everyday. said you'd never leave as I watched you walk away, why do I drive everyone away? you said I'm not any better than my ex bestfriend, can't lie, can't deny. but your words still repeat in my head, engraved in my mind like all the time. you said "i'd never like you in a million years" but your actions and your words give mixed signals, malfunctionin... » Continue Reading

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hate / yourself (a poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

the silence is so loud, but you can hear the sirens blaring in your ears and after all these years, you realize you only ever think about your problems. sometimes I wish I was back on that hospital bed struggling to breathe, sometimes I feel like I deserve it again. sometimes I feel like I want to be loved and cared for and felt pity towards, to be helped by charities and organizations for the ter... » Continue Reading

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movie reccomendations!!!

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

if your out of movies to watch here are some good "thought daughter" themed movies: - perks of being a wallflower - Juno - bones and all - call me by your name - beautiful boy - priscilla - black Swan - the virgin suicides - marie antoinette - brokeback mountain - dead poets society - eternal sunshine of the spotless » Continue Reading

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I JUST TOLD MY CRUSH I LIKE HIM (SCREAMING)

Category: Romance and Relationships

soooooo a crush I've written poems about on here I had my friend tell I like him and it was so unexpected because I texted my friend at 3 am "do you think I have a chance with (his name)" and he said to ask him and I was like maybe but not actually serious about it and then he was serious and had him guess who liked him and he guessed right after a while and my friend asked him "would you be down ... » Continue Reading

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TODAYYYY

Category: Life

so basically I went to a mets game and it was vs the Baltimore Orioles, I've never been to a baseball game except to a small one when I was 3 that I don't remember so this was kinda new and exciting. I am not the biggest sports fan or baseball fan in general but I do like both the mets and orioles so I didnt care who won, however I was wearing a mets shirt so I did kinda root for the mets ykyk but... » Continue Reading

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loyal lies (a poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

I told you my secrets and it was so sweet, I know it was short but I thought it was something real. you said your loyal, and you asked if a single friend has never left me. I said no, and I said "I'm surprised we lasted this long" and you questioned every word I said. a promise shot dead, you said you would stay, I thought our friendship was something I could keep. but » Continue Reading

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notes app poetry entry #5

Category: Writing and Poetry

I never really knew how to live, I never really lived. I only have known to just merely survive, just barley getting by. time seems to fly, life just passing by.. noise can surround you and irritate you, but silence is even louder. It leaves you with your own thoughts, it irritates you even more. you can never truly be happy or satisfied and the things around you start to fade into one another and... » Continue Reading

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Zachary (a song/poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

Zachary, oh baby- could you do what it takes? well maybe. I'm not putting it bluntly, I'm just trying to put you in your place humbly. darling just look at me the way you did in september, it's hard to remember but I know in your gaze i can be okay again. they say your annoying, but your voice is a melody to my ears. your flawed but perfect, the balance in between. I never wanted you more. you nev... » Continue Reading

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today

Category: Life

sooooo today was good. first off I woke up and I do look like shit (my hair is knotted and acne and eczema horrible!!!!) HOWEVER I was supposed to go somewhere with my mom and it was fine but boring. while we were out we stopped at the animal shelter where I spent MY ENTIRE DAY. which also made my day, because I felt shitty the entire week but last night I drew really good drawings up till 7 am so... » Continue Reading

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