dear hailey

I still have pictures of you up in my room, because I still love you. I still care, to share a life of despair. im still here. after all that you've done. I shouldn't be standing at your door, but your the one. your the only one, who I really loved. you were intertwined into the deep roots of my soul and I can't seem to untangle it. the knot is stuck, it's never coming out. but you don't listen, to anything I have to say. I wonder after all these years if we will be the same someday. I know the truth behind your life of lies. it's not like I spared my own demise, just to keep you feeling alive.