sorrow that lies beneath the surface. 🪻💜🪲

the noise blended together to create a mesh of sounds, I think we stand on the same grounds. you understand, but your no different. im the same, I've never changed. but the difference between us is so vast, to not know eachothers past, it didn't last long. I try to write a song but I don't know the words, they get out of hand. fall out of my mouth without a thought in my mind. the power of time. we only knew the present and what was beneath us. a treasury to what was unique to us. I don't know how long I'll wait. all my bloody tissues and you still can't say "I miss you" can't get the words out right. can't stand the silence that stands between us. the violence in my mind self inflicted onto myself, the things I would do to be the trophy on your shelf. I admire you from far away, it's not clear whether I should really stay - but I don't know.