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Category: Life
do you care? would you truly and actually care about some complete stranger’s bad feelings? if you do. is it because you actually care about me or if its because its the right thing to say? does anyone actually want to be my friend and know more about me or do you just want to say that you care and up and leave? to be honest. it would be best for you to leave. i promise you i am like a leech. i a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE My blood is full of your iron. Your mechanical nodes crafted by the same metal. » Continue Reading
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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
@import url('https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=Play&display=swap'); body{font-family: 'Play', sans-serif;} {background-color: black;} img { filter: sepia(100%) hue-rotate(179deg) saturate(1.99); } body::before { content: " "; display: block; position: fixed; top: 0; left: 0; bottom: 0; right: 0; z-index: 2; background-size: 100% 2px, 3px 100%; pointer-events: none; } #q, butto » Continue Reading
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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
@import url('https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=Play&display=swap'); body{font-family: 'Play', sans-serif;} {background-color: black;} img { filter: sepia(100%) hue-rotate(179deg) saturate(1.99); } body::before { content: " "; display: block; position: fixed; top: 0; left: 0; bottom: 0; right: 0; z-index: 2; background-size: 100% 2px, 3px 100%; pointer-events: none; } #q, butto » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I want to destroy everything. I want to run away. I don’t deserve anything. There is no redeeming qualities about me. I am not funny. I am not smart. I am not kind. I am selfish. I am a coward. I am an attention seeker. Nobody deserves to be with someone as terrible as me. I can never accept the few friends that I have who actually tolerate me. Why. I am not special. I am so replaceable. They woul... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
hey guys i feel ok compared to the last few days. i don’t have a cold for once and i feel just normal. my head does hurt a little though » Continue Reading
Category: Life
same shit as always. what do you expect from someone who’s dealing with a depressive episode. sadness always returns and it never leaves. i try to distract myself but the moment i’m alone it comes back again. it feels selfish. my life is fine. my friends like me (albeit i have very little). i have no excuse for this. i know the routine with this shit. i feel awful, then forget it for months, hit r... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
thanks for the kudos on my last post. i appreciate the support. i still feel exactly the same as last time except with a side of extra self hatred. i just really really fucking hate myself. i don’t know how people could stand me at all. i hate how i put my friend through my emotions. they always say that it’s ok to talk to them about how i feel but deep inside i worry i’m manipulating them. that i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i constantly think of just having my life cut off and no one else knows. my stupid fucking anxiety consumes me so much that i am too scared to even tell my closest friends because i don’t want to scare them. i don’t want to scare anyone. i have no direct plan to do anything since i’m a coward. i am so scared i can’t even act at all. i am so petrified i would rather avoid all my problems than activ... » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
test blog post for changing appearances and seeing which i like ^^ .logo { content:url("https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1129864585525067950/1178526269856559144/sil_2.png?ex=6576771e&is=6564021e&hm=2b0a235bdf4030d891a3c9d05d7a6e92eab8200ae6ad682882b83a74c7c » Continue Reading
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