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"There are things more important in life than life itself"

Know thyself, and thou shalt know the Lord

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#52 - FAITH IN RISK

Category: Religion and Philosophy

Oh boy, it's been a while, hasn't it? I've had a lot going on recently, and I really should do this more often since it's so therapeutic, but I've been quite lazy recently I guess... Anyway, enough of that. Have you heard of the game Chicken? Imagine two cars driving head first at each other. If you swerve, you lose and live. If both of you keep going and crash into each other, you lose and die. I... » Continue Reading

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#51 - I THROUGH THE GLASS

Category: Religion and Philosophy

Can you ever see someone? Or is whatever you see just projection animating a corpse? Only what is revealed, communicated, but not the soul. And then whatever is seen gets filtered through not just your eye, but your I. Whatever you want to believe about them becomes who they are.  This sentiment could be extended to all things the I perceives. Forever blinded from the truth by the I who wishes to ... » Continue Reading

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#50 - SHAKY OMEN

Category: Life

HOLY GOD I should have wrote this down earlier, but it's been quite a lot to process.  I'm afraid for my life. I've never been safe before exactly, but things are getting really distressing for me.  So earlier I had a dream where this » Continue Reading

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#49 - OF WHOSE WOMB?

Category: Life

It feels like I was born in the wrong world. Stranded from a home I have never known. When I look at the world around me, it feels like everything I want is in odds with what I want, what I value, how I think. Everything I hold dear, disgusted and abhorred by what is to them the incomprehensible.  Every day I spend here in this room, it feels like I've lived more through escapist voyeurism rather ... » Continue Reading

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#48 - PARENTING

Category: Life

This is a little bit out there since I'm a fatherless 16 year old with a romantic relationship about as stable as a flock of geese tap dancing on a house of cards, but I've randomly had these thoughts over a very long course of time and in turn thought that perhaps this information is not total rubbish and could in fact benefit people. And in the hopeful, hypothetical future scenario in which I ma... » Continue Reading

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#47 - EXISTENTIAL ANGST

Category: Religion and Philosophy

I was recently reading Dietrich Bonhoeffer's theory of stupidity, and it is rather intriguing. The point I found most interesting was his idea of what cures stupidity. If I'm interpreting this correctly, only can it be cured through an external event which invokes the fear of God. It is quite an interesting proposition, but another thing about this is that I have experienced something similar a fe... » Continue Reading

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#46 - DELUSION

Category: Life

I should probably have written all of what has happened these past few weeks here earlier, but better late than never I suppose. It has been revealed to me that my "girlfriend" I had spoke of earlier had not the feelings for me I thought she had and it was merely a delusion of my mind. I mentioned it explicitly in passing, and then her clarifications on the matter had broken me. I had spent the ne... » Continue Reading

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#45 - WILL & COMPASSION

Category: Religion and Philosophy

Reality is born through will. We are all here because someone wanted us here. All people are means through which will can act through. But through the dissemination of the will into different individuals, this creates conflict as different wills form through our different experience, creating alienation.  This is how war is born. In a world where everyone has uncompromising ideals, the only way to... » Continue Reading

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#44 - ARMS

Category: Life

I just wanna carry her in my arms... My big, strong arms... My... My... MY WILD ARMS!!! AHAHAHAH GET IT??? Rudy is literally me frfr... And Zed doesn't have BUCKET on me, that stupid bucket! I've finally found you, Iblis Trigger, the one who sparks the flames of the soul!  The fire within, the Motherly Phoenix, the movement which perpetuates our existence! Thank you Heraclitus, I've finally cracke... » Continue Reading

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#43 - THE FLOWER

Category: Life

Her beauty makes the moon jealous, for her soul shines bright enough to turn night into day. When I saw the compassion, the kindness, the piety... It was as if something sparked inside of me. Something dormant which had awakened in a time of necessity. The tinder of my soul had been lit by her light. The desire to protect, to care, to love...  It was as if I had wandered in the plains and came acr... » Continue Reading

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#42 - THE OCEAN

Category: Life

I recently went to the Beach for a Tae Kwon Do tournament, about an hour from where I live. I hate sleeping in the hotel, but I have fond memories nonetheless. Particularly the beach...  Although the sand was mildly irritating to walk in due to its course nature, it was fun to kick it around when it was dry. The most fascinating part was the ocean. Just staring into the horizon and seeing miles of... » Continue Reading

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#41 - ROYAL PRIDE

Category: Life

Sometimes it is easy to wonder why one should do the right thing, or if such a thing even exists to begin with. The funny thing about life is its point is technically subjective, but it is still possible to live an unfulfilling life. That is because the point is to stand proud before death. Every sin I commit is written in a record under my name... The pride of my forefathers... The Raja. When I r... » Continue Reading

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