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Know thyself, and thou shalt know the Lord
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Category: Life
It feels like I was born in the wrong world. Stranded from a home I have never known. When I look at the world around me, it feels like everything I want is in odds with what I want, what I value, how I think. Everything I hold dear, disgusted and abhorred by what is to them the incomprehensible. Every day I spend here in this room, it feels like I've lived more through escapist voyeurism rather ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
This is a little bit out there since I'm a fatherless 16 year old with a romantic relationship about as stable as a flock of geese tap dancing on a house of cards, but I've randomly had these thoughts over a very long course of time and in turn thought that perhaps this information is not total rubbish and could in fact benefit people. And in the hopeful, hypothetical future scenario in which I ma... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
I was recently reading Dietrich Bonhoeffer's theory of stupidity, and it is rather intriguing. The point I found most interesting was his idea of what cures stupidity. If I'm interpreting this correctly, only can it be cured through an external event which invokes the fear of God. It is quite an interesting proposition, but another thing about this is that I have experienced something similar a fe... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I should probably have written all of what has happened these past few weeks here earlier, but better late than never I suppose. It has been revealed to me that my "girlfriend" I had spoke of earlier had not the feelings for me I thought she had and it was merely a delusion of my mind. I mentioned it explicitly in passing, and then her clarifications on the matter had broken me. I had spent the ne... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
Reality is born through will. We are all here because someone wanted us here. All people are means through which will can act through. But through the dissemination of the will into different individuals, this creates conflict as different wills form through our different experience, creating alienation. This is how war is born. In a world where everyone has uncompromising ideals, the only way to... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I just wanna carry her in my arms... My big, strong arms... My... My... MY WILD ARMS!!! AHAHAHAH GET IT??? Rudy is literally me frfr... And Zed doesn't have BUCKET on me, that stupid bucket! I've finally found you, Iblis Trigger, the one who sparks the flames of the soul! The fire within, the Motherly Phoenix, the movement which perpetuates our existence! Thank you Heraclitus, I've finally cracke... » Continue Reading
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Her beauty makes the moon jealous, for her soul shines bright enough to turn night into day. When I saw the compassion, the kindness, the piety... It was as if something sparked inside of me. Something dormant which had awakened in a time of necessity. The tinder of my soul had been lit by her light. The desire to protect, to care, to love... It was as if I had wandered in the plains and came acr... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I recently went to the Beach for a Tae Kwon Do tournament, about an hour from where I live. I hate sleeping in the hotel, but I have fond memories nonetheless. Particularly the beach... Although the sand was mildly irritating to walk in due to its course nature, it was fun to kick it around when it was dry. The most fascinating part was the ocean. Just staring into the horizon and seeing miles of... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sometimes it is easy to wonder why one should do the right thing, or if such a thing even exists to begin with. The funny thing about life is its point is technically subjective, but it is still possible to live an unfulfilling life. That is because the point is to stand proud before death. Every sin I commit is written in a record under my name... The pride of my forefathers... The Raja. When I r... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I remember I was lying in bed alone one night and I started thinking about her... Y'know what's funny? This wouldn't have been crossing my mind had we never met, yet God chose that we fell in love. What was once normal is now saddening. The moments which brought me immense joy became painful memories. I felt literal pangs in my chest from the loneliness. I couldn't bear it anymore and tried distr... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
There's something rather annoying that I'm dealing with. You see, there's a sort of dual state within how my mind processes the world, the logical side and the emotional side. The logical side is more grandiose in scope and its views are whatever evidence it bears witness upon which it finds most convincing. The emotional side is rather personal and individual, and it cannot be easily conditioned... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I remember there is a girl I talk to every now and then, and she said I reminded her of someone she knew. There was this man who she said was the sweetest guy she knew. They were both teens back then I think. One day he went swimming and died by drowning... I assume he got caught by a rip tide. It's rather tragic because they wanted to marry each other when they got older, but those dreams are dow... » Continue Reading
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