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Know thyself, and thou shalt know the Lord
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Category: Life
Wow, man. In my short life, 16 seems to be the one where... Something happens!? Or not, depends on what you value really. Materially, my conditions have been identical my whole life. But my soul has felt things I've never felt before really... I've talked before about some of these in my earlier entries, but I never noticed in the moment that I have so many new feelings recently. Perhaps you could... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Is that which is the same as that which is not? What a silly question. It's just a language game at best. We both know the answer. Though perhaps you have forgotten, so let me give you a clue. We are in a spectrum of existence. Whether you see "we" as real or not is up to you to interpret. But why should I care what you think? I only care of what you know. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
YAP ALERT: READ PARAGRAPH 4 FOR THE INTERESTING STUFF Being autistic, I naturally never had a lot of friends growing up. But as of late, I've noticed that I've had a lot more success in socializing. One event was when me and 6 other people in a group were talking with each other, and then my stalker had come up to me in the middle and saw me. She asked me to leave them and come with her alone, but... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Ugh... Yes, a perfect way to start this entry. I feel stuck. I've been stuck programming the same rubbish for like a week now because I can't get my variables to work properly. I tried watching tutorials and reading through it all, guh I'm tired. The scary thing is that when I tried asking my friends to help, they said I surpassed them in my skill, yet I feel like I barely know anything. Perhaps I... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
I've been feeling very conflicted as of late... I have been wondering about the nature of external events and their effect on the psyche as of late, and though my heart tells me one thing, my mind tells me another. If what is in control is our minds, how can we explain trauma and its effect? Is it really so easy to reconcile with? I have a hard time saying such is the case, considering the evidenc... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Something has been on my mind recently that I can't shake the thought of... Is manipulation bad if the manipulator is guiding you towards something good? Like in most cases, that's usually not true, which is why the entire concept is stigmatized. But what if you want to help someone who is stubborn, so you push their buttons in the right way? I dunno, I've been thinking too much. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
For the first time in my life, I truly fear God. I had always down played my own punishment. I thought we were on the same side and things would turn out fine in the end. But now I'm scared. I don't have time to procrastinate my own salvation anymore. I have something to lose now. Such intense feeling... I'm not sure how to process it all since I'm so used to apathy. Right now, all I can do is be... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I prayed to God to help me remember, or give me a sign on how to remember... I think He answered, because I don't know how else to describe what happened next. When I woke up for Suhur, I started remembering someone... Clover. No, not the kid with a gun from Undertale Yellow, that's her name. This entry ishard to write, because it's hard to describe my feelings in pure words, as I'm more used to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
What if I know the truth, but forget it when I need it the most? Crying unto my Lord over what my own hand had wrought. Only remembering when it's too late. Will I ever be saved in such a pitiable state? I fret that nay, for even in His mercy it feels like in my forgetfulness, I throw it all away. It feels like when He blesses me, I curse myself. The latter is as if I'm possessed by my foolish, e... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Though often mistaken for one another, they are undeniably separate traits. I shall call thesis one "intelligence". Intelligence is merely the ability to take puzzle pieces and put them together. Then I shall call thesis two "independence". Independence is deciding whether to put them together or not. Thus, even in the same society, it is possible for two independent people to come to vastly diffe... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
What ends can justify the means? The truth is that "ends" and "means" are one in the same. To live with faith and virtue leads to salvation, and to live without them leads to damnation. Now of course, I acknowledge the teleological suspension of the ethical, but murdering someone for "the greater good" is not the same as God testing your faith. In fact, the "greater good" is ultimately subjective... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
If memory serves, Nietzsche describes that there is no good or evil, only strength and weakness, and that the goal of man is strength. But this is false. Is a man with much power, who murders every man who crosses him and rapes every woman that attracts him, admirable? The answer is clearly not. It is true that he is "great" in the sense of strength, but his being is lesser than that of a beast. F... » Continue Reading
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