"There are things more important in life than life itself"
Know thyself, and thou shalt know the Lord
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
Do you notice something strange? Your ego is constantly trying to justify its own existence. I noticed this when it came to the pleasure I felt when my partner had lusted for me. When we had, let's say "gone our own ways", I started thinking why I even liked the feeling? Well, the answer is "I". When someone desires you in particular, especially physical characteristics like my fat horsecock, this... » Continue Reading
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This entry was inspired by a comment I got by l0rdnik0n , so thanks for the idea! Anyway, the big picture of the universe becomes really apparent once you contemplate on this one question over and over again. My mentor taught me that thinking about this repeatedly would eventually bring me knowledge. That question being... Why is there anything at all? This question asks the first principle of ex... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
Human speech is a funny thing. Our languages, such as the very one I'm typing out this entry in, communicate information via distinctions. Words mean different things, distinguishing this from that. But the funny thing is that ultimately, the subjectivity which gives rise to the illusion of distinction is the ground upon which our languages are built upon, when it is not this which our reality is... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Ruh roh! You know what time of year it is? No Nut November! You might be wondering why in the world I'm bothering to write a post about this, but over time I've come to realize that if I can't remember what matters I can't last 5 seconds with morning wood. If you've been stalking me (hit me up bbg, frfr) and ironically have a great memory, you might remember that 7 months ago in Entry 28 I bemoane... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
Humans are just information algorithms... The input of the knowledge and the output of the algorithm. Really, all you need to improve your life is to have healthier input, so only consume that which is healthy to you, and a more productive output, that is have a habit stack which builds towards your goal. Now of course, what your goal even is, depends highly on who you are. You need to figure out ... » Continue Reading
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Oh boy, it's been a while, hasn't it? I've had a lot going on recently, and I really should do this more often since it's so therapeutic, but I've been quite lazy recently I guess... Anyway, enough of that. Have you heard of the game Chicken? Imagine two cars driving head first at each other. If you swerve, you lose and live. If both of you keep going and crash into each other, you lose and die. I... » Continue Reading
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Can you ever see someone? Or is whatever you see just projection animating a corpse? Only what is revealed, communicated, but not the soul. And then whatever is seen gets filtered through not just your eye, but your I. Whatever you want to believe about them becomes who they are. This sentiment could be extended to all things the I perceives. Forever blinded from the truth by the I who wishes to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
HOLY GOD I should have wrote this down earlier, but it's been quite a lot to process. I'm afraid for my life. I've never been safe before exactly, but things are getting really distressing for me. So earlier I had a dream where this » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It feels like I was born in the wrong world. Stranded from a home I have never known. When I look at the world around me, it feels like everything I want is in odds with what I want, what I value, how I think. Everything I hold dear, disgusted and abhorred by what is to them the incomprehensible. Every day I spend here in this room, it feels like I've lived more through escapist voyeurism rather ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
This is a little bit out there since I'm a fatherless 16 year old with a romantic relationship about as stable as a flock of geese tap dancing on a house of cards, but I've randomly had these thoughts over a very long course of time and in turn thought that perhaps this information is not total rubbish and could in fact benefit people. And in the hopeful, hypothetical future scenario in which I ma... » Continue Reading
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I was recently reading Dietrich Bonhoeffer's theory of stupidity, and it is rather intriguing. The point I found most interesting was his idea of what cures stupidity. If I'm interpreting this correctly, only can it be cured through an external event which invokes the fear of God. It is quite an interesting proposition, but another thing about this is that I have experienced something similar a fe... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I should probably have written all of what has happened these past few weeks here earlier, but better late than never I suppose. It has been revealed to me that my "girlfriend" I had spoke of earlier had not the feelings for me I thought she had and it was merely a delusion of my mind. I mentioned it explicitly in passing, and then her clarifications on the matter had broken me. I had spent the ne... » Continue Reading
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