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heading for the door

Category: Writing and Poetry

wake up  i look to the blinds next to me the same windowsill i’ve probably painted view over many times feel different in this limelight the slits of colored light from rising sun paints my room in warm inviting color red, pink, yellow… what else am i forgetting… orange  but orange seems to be in everything these days  from the contrast of before where everything was black and blue from the pacifi... » Continue Reading

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blegh

Category: Writing and Poetry

lately i’ve been going mad.writing about it to help. when i sit and see his face i imagine us sitting in the sand soon we will settle in california  topenga calling i’ve been seeing images of death watching my friends and family slowly killing themselves along with me cry if you want live if you try » Continue Reading

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bubbling thoughts

Category: Writing and Poetry

words bubble up like soda pop friendships as sweet as blueberry ramune, or perhaps you prefer strawberry, even melon? any flavor will suffice all with a small, and potentially dangerous, marble inclosed along with this, they can also go flat or fizzle out when left out too long what once was so sweet and bubbly can just as quickly go bland and bitter nobody likes a flat soda no matter your prefere... » Continue Reading

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my personality is my work

Category: Writing and Poetry

shut up calm down i try to write i try to ignore my seven shows seven shows seven goddamn shows where no one knows my name “torvald helmer” memorize all this for what only a month away i’m running out of time hard to really work with this in my head stuck up on stage for all on display i’ll be lost in their memory after an hour or two, maybe even three seeing me at the stores wondering why » Continue Reading

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relationship turbulence

Category: Writing and Poetry

feelings retract like the landing gear my luggage still smells of your perfume  i breathe in deeply to take in all this air » Continue Reading

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blurry photography

Category: Writing and Poetry

i see things in black and white thoughts as blurry as a developing picture  did i accidentally touch the film? expose it to light? my memory isn’t developing  black and blue and blurry perhaps i mettled too much. » Continue Reading

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bitter cold and salty memories

Category: Writing and Poetry

the coast dissolves in oceans arms the stale salt scent of the oceans breeze  the waves call to me in picture frames i want nothing better than to stay i’m looking through the window at the still sand  people with colored boards in hand silhouettes of crowds you’ll never see in these empty spacious streets i’ll find my way back just give it time ocean please drift me towards a place on your spark » Continue Reading

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dust in your pockets

Category: Writing and Poetry

dust in my pockets is it from the time  or from the sand these pockets carry all my dreams  all life’s memories in this khaki colored casing i still have that guitar pic you gave me the one i used to pick my strings  strum along with music until it feels better memories as sweet as yogurt covered strawberries  summer arrives earlier than expected i’ll play if you sing  my life story all in one pai... » Continue Reading

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snow on the beach

Category: Writing and Poetry

me all alone in sand and snow i yearn for you right here your foggy glasses and forehead kisses  tell me all of your inner wishes down by the shore we will never get bored we can fall in love this february if it’s me your looking for love as unique as the shells we seek i never want to leave again both your arms rest by my neck  dance here with me near the sea can’t believe what we found here i’ll... » Continue Reading

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amber and sand

Category: Writing and Poetry

amber colored sunlight filters my evenings the smells of nutmeg peach and sea salt in my van unemployed by the ocean front row seat settle down on the coast with me all this sweat and sand in my bed thoughts of you still swirl around in my head gotta get out of washington slowly running out of time all this salt in the air i just wish i could be there cause we’re not getting any young » Continue Reading

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poem?

Category: Writing and Poetry

saving all my money gonna be with you honey lay down here one more time with me sunshine and coastal water  this moment won’t last much longer stay right here with me wake up next to you in this bed we’re star crossed lovers in my head just you and me baby you’ll be with me some day  please tell me you feel the same  we can make this whole thing okay » Continue Reading

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sea foam thoughts

Category: Writing and Poetry

thoughts bubble up like fresh sea foam  waves rolling upon the white sandy shore i’ve been pulled in deep from the undertow these glistening shades of gold and blue aren’t nearly as beautiful as you » Continue Reading

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