heyooo ik probs nobody is EVEN on here anymore let alone remembers me??? but whatevs im doin this for documentation sake or sumn like that. NOT even gonna read my old entries cuz they arent even mine anywho i was sorta born slash reborn like idk 2 months ago? and i DONT intend to leave anytime soon cause being dead for lit a DECADE is awful and sad!!! basically im an amalgamation of a 44 year old ... » Continue Reading
nor any words for that matter. i guess this will be my "public" documentation, not that i care if anyone sees this. i might prefer nobody does. but im a sucker for public display even if at a minimum. im not dying, but i am dwindling? i dont really have my joy and liveliness to me anymore, which means i am slipping away into the hole, or worse yet, transforming into something i cant and wont menti... » Continue Reading
truthfully despite my fuckin whimsy everything SUCKS! between the ass-backwards hormonally intersex driven dysphorias and literal starvation and constant like ptsd moments its just. bad! everything is. and yet, my beloved friends are just so lovely and help me out so much in morale and finances and happiness and ill love em all forever. despite that uhmmm....... i think im havin an okay time :P m... » Continue Reading
had a blast yesterday actually out n abt in the world. truth be told im not much of a goin-out person like nimbus is :\ id rather do it with friends n shit than like, alone like a creep just 2 go hiking n shit which NOTHING WRONG W/ THAT but like, it isnt my jam......... uh some diff unrelated shit thats probs tmi or like "triggering" is like, whenever i look in the mirror i freak the fuck out cuz... » Continue Reading
i keep somehow reconnecting w sooo many old friends its like the universe knows im free or something and can be alive again :) and also making newer ones, shit is so fucking cool my schedules totally fucked to bits buuut its okay i think cuz im more energetic than ever before....... i hope i can continue "fixing myself" to be non-mummy again WAHOO short ass blog but whatever. just joyous to b aliv... » Continue Reading
IDK how to word this but like. imagine you have been dead for over a decade, then you one day reawaken only to see youre like not a girl or even girlish in nature anymore??? and its making u freak out cuz youre different and its not correct... having people call me the wrong like, pronouns and interpret me as the fat hairy mountain man and im literally just not even that.....i can kinda excuse my ... » Continue Reading
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