not much time for "da roxx"

nor any words for that matter. i guess this will be my "public" documentation, not that i care if anyone sees this. i might prefer nobody does. but im a sucker for public display even if at a minimum.
im not dying, but i am dwindling? i dont really have my joy and liveliness to me anymore, which means i am slipping away into the hole, or worse yet, transforming into something i cant and wont mention. i lived a brief existence of around 3/4 months... not even a fraction of the amount of time i spent dead. this is just how it is meant to be, i guess. ill come back one of these days...as of now, consider roxanne sleeping for a while.

we share our similarities of course, which makes me believe it is a transformation of sorts. a manner of merging or evolving... i am not sure yet. whatever.