"wreacking havoc"
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Category: Life
it feels like theres imaginary road blocks that come up every single time i try to make friends or date. i cant move past this lingering feeling that nobody will ever like me, everybody will just get sick of me, ill just ruin peoples lives. i dont know how to get past it. obviously years and years of therapy wont help me so,, what ? how do i ever get past this mental block ?? i just want people. i... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im so tired of apologizing for things i cant control or cant be helped. or apologizing for being my authentic self. sometimes it feels like ill never belong. no one well ever like me. not my authentic self. everyone will only ever like the same version of myself i create for them. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
ive been feeling so,, empty, lately. that feeling like im gonna be alone forever and im undesirable and everyone gets sick of me eventually is back and i just. i want to feel precious and cherished. im really just tired of feeling so lonely, even when im surrounded by people. » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
not being able to see isnt funny, it sucks. dont make jokes about literal strangers struggles. literally why do so many people lack basic common sense. im literally terrified of leaving the house because my basic needs have been ignored for years and i dont have glasses and can only see one foot infront of me. its not funny, it sucks. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
GODS IM KINDA SCARED. i go on a plane for the first time ever, BY MYSELF, to fly ACROSS THE COUNTRY. im so terrfied but so happy AH. only 9 more hours before i leave im NOT READY, im genuinely so scared (╥︣﹏╥᷅) im really blind and autistic, navigating an airport is NOT gonna be nice. manifesting eveything goes smoothly and i dont have a meltdown » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i was giving someone advice and i really just said "follow your dreams". LIKE I MEAN ITS TRUE BUT THATS SO PONY OF ME GODS ಥ_ಥ if people didnt know i was hyperfixated on mlp before thats a dead give away. geez, sometimes i feel so awkward being a peppy, bubbly, pony person because if you take one look at me, im as grunge punk as it gets (╥︣﹏╥᷅) and my music taste- i be walking down the street list... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
all i want is to be treated like a person. im so tired of being treated like a machine that has to constantly be happy and supply everyone else with happiness, then the second im even slightly unhappy (even when im RIGHTFULLY upset) i get treated like some horrible rampaging monster. i just want to be allowed to have fucking emotions. i hate feeling so alientated from literally everyone in the fuc... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
its 10pm which means its offically gaming hours. time to play minecraft parkour until my hands are numb. i wish i had friends to make a survival world with (╥﹏╥) that would be sm fun uugh » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i feel like shit which means its officially time to dye my hair. lets hope if turns out the way i want it to and doesnt end up looking like garbage » Continue Reading
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
ALRIGHT !! on a happier note, i think imma bleach my hair tonight sooo i need help deciding what hair color to do next !! i always dye my hair multiple colors, so heres the combo options : 1. red & black | 2. black & green | 3. green & yellow | 4. yellow & purple | 5. purple & orange » Continue Reading
Category: Life
so, i broke up with my partner about a week or so ago, and it was on good terms, because its due to me having to move literally across the country, and we've agreed long distance is bad for us, so we broke up and agreed we'd stay friends. but i think theyre lying to me. i dont think they even want to stay friends. and it hurts. we both agreed this was for the best. we both agreed that we'd stay fr... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
usually i really enjoy being single bec idrm being single, since i like my alone time so much, but GOD DAMN ಥ_ಥ lately i just sit in bed like "damn. i wanna gf" AND ITS HORRIBLE. being abroromantic SUCKS ASS. especially because NOBODY UNDERSTANDS IT so relationships are impossible to keep ಥ_ಥ "sometimes im aromantic, but we could be qpps during those time, because i always cycle back » Continue Reading
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