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"listening to ms badu"

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Green Eyes pt. 2

Category: Writing and Poetry

Green eyes  But mine are blue And yours are red, » Continue Reading

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Green Eyes pt. 1

Category: Writing and Poetry

Green eyes But mine are blue and yours are red » Continue Reading

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L

Category: Writing and Poetry

As this L occupies my left hand, and I slowly feel my natural mind slipping away I wonder what happened As I inhale and exhale letting the smoke fade into the background of my room I ask myself who have I become  an academic scholar running on drugs smoking everyday to cope with these problems that I can't let get in the way but all I do is self reflect, there's never a time I'm not worrying about... » Continue Reading

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Diary of a girl with daddy issues

Category: Writing and Poetry

daddy the name of the first man I ever loved the first to ever truly grasp my heart and make me smile as big as the sun. daddy the name of the first man to ever truly break my heart backstabbing pains and gut wrenching sobs threaten to leave but never escape. Nights I stayed up remembering the times we had when I would sit on your shoulders and we would laugh With tears clouded from the times we h... » Continue Reading

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Limbo

Category: Writing and Poetry

I don't know where I am right now Between a state of ultimate bliss and devastating despair A quiet place A limbo Spending everyday knowing that something can go wrong and set me back But living everyday as if my life could not get any better. This limbo is ok for now But eventually the decision will have to be made. » Continue Reading

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late night

Category: Writing and Poetry

I thought I let you go so why am I here in the dark thinking about you? right not I miss you I want to be with you again But I know that will be bad for me. why can't I just stop thinking bout you? why can't you just leave me alone! I guess the impact you had on me was really just that great » Continue Reading

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question

Category: Blogging

Am I crazy? Am I attracted to you because you don't want anything to do with me? Or am I just hurt and I feel I don't deserve much better? » Continue Reading

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Can I Get Naked?

Category: Writing and Poetry

Can I get naked for you? When I say naked I don't just mean physically. I want to show you my most vulnerable self. The times when I am hurt but I refuse to cry when my lip quivers as the tears threaten to fall. When one minor inconvenience reverts me back to that sad little girl. When my sobs and cries are the only noises heard in the dark silent night So I ask again Can I get naked for you? » Continue Reading

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acceptance

Category: Writing and Poetry

I understand why you left I cannot force something that is not meant to be. I loved you too hard you were not ready. I was not prepared for the emotions you would spark inside me The questions you forced me to sit in the dark and answer. Exhaustion showing on my face as I realize what I wanted and needed. I wanted love and I needed to let you go » Continue Reading

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realization

Category: Writing and Poetry

i don't understand I don't understand. I am here for you I am what you need. why are you pushing me away? are you not ready for me, for my love? have you not waited for me like I for you? I thought we were each others answer I wanted you to be my other half wanted I wanted  you to be but you never were it. » Continue Reading

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Emotions & Drugs

Category: Writing and Poetry

These empty feelings and doubts blow away as I exhale, letting all my pain flow away. Drowning in drugs as my days blur into each other Each tear replaced by an ounce. These emotions and drugs will be my end. » Continue Reading

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school is shit fr

Category: Music

listening to loud music at an ear deafening volume>>> » Continue Reading

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