Diary of a girl with daddy issues

daddy

the name of the first man I ever loved

the first to ever truly grasp my heart and make me smile as big as the sun.

daddy

the name of the first man to ever truly break my heart

backstabbing pains and gut wrenching sobs threaten to leave but never escape.

Nights I stayed up remembering the times we had when I would sit on your shoulders and we would laugh

With tears clouded from the times we have now where I'm treated as if  I am so hard to deal with and pressured into adulthood.

I miss you