I could be wrong, but it would seem that I have obliterated our connection before it had the chance to solidify. It wasn't intentional. It never is. At this point, I'm not entirely sure what to do to reverse the damage that I've caused, so I'll wait patiently for some sort of sign, perhaps from the universe, perhaps from you. My attempts to warn people about my mental health are always futile. T... » Continue Reading
I wonder if you're missing me as much as I'm missing you. I know that you have a lot on your mind, many things to conquer, and past memories to sort through. I certainly can't expect to take up too much space at the moment, but I do hope that I'm there somewhere. Just as I didn't expect our parting to help me realize just how deep my feelings for you run, I didn't expect to miss you to such a pai... » Continue Reading
A hotel in the desert A liminal place A melding One space Two souls Four hands Eight eyes Sounds of synths Feelings of euphoria Tastes of skin You speak in gazes I listen in smiles We work in energy Time is too fast Time is too slow Time exists Time d » Continue Reading
I want to write you, to message you, to keep the conversation flowing. There's an Igrom sized hole in my heart that yearns for you. But I know that you need space to sort out your life, to find that baseline you so desperately need. I wish that I had asked if we could put a pause on the relationship instead of ending it, but I'm trying to remind myself that you had sound reasoning for not going a... » Continue Reading
It was a Saturday night. We sat on the couch, you moving closer to the pillow that was between us until we were both leaning on it. It felt as though you were working up the nerve to do what you couldn't last time you were here. You looked away for a moment and then your eyes met mine. "Can I touch you?" Wouldn't it be romantic if I said the first thing that happened was my heart fluttered? That ... » Continue Reading