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I want to write you, to message you, to keep the conversation flowing. There's an Igrom sized hole in my heart that yearns for you. But I know that you need space to sort out your life, to find that baseline you so desperately need.
I wish that I had asked if we could put a pause on the relationship instead of ending it, but I'm trying to remind myself that you had sound reasoning for not going about it that way. You had explained that had our relationship been established, a pause would have happened, but since we were in the phase of building a solid foundation, it wouldn't have been healthy. That will have to be my mantra each time I wonder "What If" about how last night went.
Of course I don't know what the future holds, but present me believes that future me will still be in love with you and ready to pick back up where we left off if the opportunity presents itself. And I sincerely hope it does because I believe that together we are magic.
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