motorcycles make the same sounds my stomach make, as i cry cold outside. it makes the same sound as my stomach, as i sit in the shower, and cry, sob, laugh, and silently scream, it makes the same sound, and i cant tell if its cause im hungry, even though it made the same sound after i ate a fruit, but im always hungry, which is because there's nothing to eat, or cause im not alowing myself, or ca... » Continue Reading
i love tragedies, music, shows, movies i love to cry so hard for 30 minutes after watching something, i hate it but i love a good tragic story, i love ugly crying into my pillow cause im sobbing to loud at 2 in the morning, i love how painful it feels as if i knew the character, i love wishing it ended different but would hate it if it was a happy ending i love putting on a sad or tragic song whe... » Continue Reading
genuinely think im in love with dimash, his music his voice like i feel so much love towards him when i hear his music i cant help my smile, theres no word that can explain the feeling i have, im in love with him but not in a obsessive romantic or parasocial way, i feel genuine love escape my body he touches on everything high, low pop, opera spanish i think thats why i love him hes everything in ... » Continue Reading
i used to write alot just for my own enjoyment but im in this headspace where i dont like anything anymore, music beacame meh but that was like my whole thing, the people i watch started making alot more content and i simply cant care, everything is meh, i want to write for fun again but my life is bland i have no friend not irl not online, im in bed all day unless im sitting outside at night caus... » Continue Reading
lol i realy like taking selfies but only cause i like playing with cute filters. i mess around with all the filters and find new ones like on snapchat or Instagram, i take pics like from like above my head like its 2005, i was like one, i dont know what im talking about. i feel narcissistic taking A LOT of pics, but i dont even like how i look unless my hair is flat not fluffy like it is all the t... » Continue Reading