I Love Tragedies

i love tragedies, music, shows, movies i love to cry so hard for 30 minutes after watching something, i hate it but i love a good tragic story, i love ugly crying into my pillow cause im sobbing to loud at 2 in the morning, i love how painful it feels as if i knew the character, i love wishing it ended different but would hate it if it was a happy ending 

i love putting on a sad or tragic song when im at my lowest, other wise id get distracted and completely forget about being sad, it feels like there was no point in even being sad, i have to cry it out, i love crying over a song and over analyzing the lyrics or imagining it means something else so i could relate

i hate how i cant share sad show or movie with someone, i want to sob with someone over a movie, i hate being just the overly sensitive one, i hate being the 'aww your so sensitive how cute' one, i want to share the deep feelings i get over songs and movies that i feel like normal people will not get, i like how i feel things stonger then other people, cause thats the only human thing about me

i love a good tragic story