My fathers S0n
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It's inside you. The anger of at least three generations of rage filled men. You're your father's son and there is no escaping your fate. You tell them you need to cool off » Continue Reading
"Living aimlessly no end goal in sight"
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Category: Writing and Poetry
It's inside you. The anger of at least three generations of rage filled men. You're your father's son and there is no escaping your fate. You tell them you need to cool off » Continue Reading
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Everything feels fake n0wadays. I grew up in the 2000's. I remember watching the w0rld unf0ld. Feeling like the w0rld was getting m0re and m0re c0nected then ever, as the internet, and accessible kn0wlege expanded. N0w in my twenties I can't help m0urn that feeling. We d0n't even really ch00se what t0 watch it's pressed 0n us by alg0rithms, fl00ded by ads, and b0ts, 0n apps that are fundamentally... » Continue Reading
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I love my partners blood. It is so nice to lick it up. I'm aware I have interest in cannibalism as a form of showing exceptional spiritual devotion and drinking their blood is so euphoric to me. I know that's unusual to say the least. However I will note it is always done with consent and without encouraging harm. Without consent it is no longer loving, it's just abuse and hurting someone I dearly... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Dear mom, You ask me how I'm doing and I let myself lie to you. You know there's more behind my words, but we don't have to talk about it. Mom I'm afraid I'll never fe » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I will rebuild and make for others what I never had. What I was never allowed. My home will be a home with no yelling fights, no explosive rage, no slamming doors or holes in drywall. No hurtful words or cries that go ignored. » Continue Reading
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⛧°。 ⋆༺♱༻⋆。 °⛧ Haven't taken my meds for about a week and a half maybe? I don't really remember why I stopped but now I just don't really want to get back on them... I know it's kinda bad, especially since my homicidal ideation is coming back, It's all passive just abstract day dreams mostly and I wont do anything. Haven't been this fixated on it since middle school. No one in particular in mind be... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
It's 2008 somewhere between July and August. I'm watching movies at my gandmothers house » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I fear being the one to mourn forever How terrifying it is to be the one who remembers To be the one still greviving the childhood I've lost » Continue Reading
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I tried to c0mmit suicide but my friend st0pped me. I ended up in the mental h0spital for a few days and g0t 0ut on good behavi0r; then I helped m0ve and clean an entire h0use. And while that all was g0ing 0n I got sick. Als0 my dad was angry bc I attempted, he was "s0 dissap0inted in me" SO i wr0te this bc I hate him. Your father c » Continue Reading
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I l0ve this extent of dev0ti0n! Maybe it's weird or deranged but wh0 tf cares? I l0ve it. » Continue Reading