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Today was a lazy day. It was time spent well. I feel so much healthier now. Life seems so much easier now. Vacations and escapades are needed to survive the hustle and bustle. But one must maintain boundaries and set a standard of discipline for their own well-being. Coming here every day to vomit my thoughts has really been helpful. It is very subtle but there is a clear difference. By articulat... » Continue Reading
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I feel put together now. I feel like I can go out and conquer all. Maybe this is the power of a routine. My mind feels clear and focused. Maybe it is the vacation that I took. But I feel like I can go ahead and face it all. Things that were difficult and daunting for me yesterday seem so achievable today. I feel my ambition and I see the vision. I see myself there. I feel untouchable. Executing m... » Continue Reading
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There she goes, and there she goes again. She's doing it to drive me insane; she is doing it to make me upset. Yeah, she couldn't control me, so now she hurts me. Real mature of her to do so. Maybe, it wasn't really mature of me to let it get this far. I have never really been good at making people feel secure and better. I have tried my best to apply logic and care toward their welfare, but they... » Continue Reading
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I'm pissed off. I get so frustrated when things keep piling up one over the other. I am supposed to travel to Banaras tomorrow to attend my brother's wedding while I have a shit ton of academic commitments hanging by the thread. Not to mention the complete mess of a social life that I am leading. Maybe, the time off from college will lighten my mood and make me feel better. Though I know my sister... » Continue Reading
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Listening to Vashti Bunyan :) Trying to wash off all of the annoying things that happened today before I go to bed. People can be soooo annoying sometimes. It is better to be alone than to be surrounded by shitty people. Today I have more energy than usual left in my tank. I usually go to bed tired and sore. It feels bizarre to go to bed without being completely drained of all my energy. I hope so... » Continue Reading
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Bridges burn; you live and learn. You must leave a few things behind while pursuing a better you. You don't get happier every day by repeating the same routine. For greater happiness, one has to make sacrifices. Sounds contradictory, but that's just how it is. It hurts, but it will get better. Trust the process!! » Continue Reading
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I must do my work. Every day is so hectic!! but I must manage. I must study, do more, finish homework, and follow my passions and dreams. Conquer the world. To be a rational head in a group is a tragic role. Things have started to get toxic. I think I will have to mediate between them. I also have to keep a watch on my other projects. It is going to be too hectic and messy otherwise. I'm busy. Tha... » Continue Reading
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This routine is something I made for myself, knowing that I will have shit days from time to time. But I won't always have a shoulder to cry on or a generous ear. We can't always rely on people, so we build habits and routines, some sense of consistency and familiarity with this fuck all world. Today sucks! People I was close to are ignoring me, and I guess that this means that we aren't close any... » Continue Reading
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I don't want to think. I don't care about the people staring at me from time to time and whispering to each other. I don't think about the people with whom I used to talk to every day with pleasure, whom I now avoid and ignore as I pass them by. I just stare at my phone. Open up some old text, scroll through Pinterest, play subway surfers, and wait... wait for this to pass. Sometimes it's not tha... » Continue Reading
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I have decided to be more active in my life. I will build a vision board for myself. Set goals- prioritize- be a boss. I tend to get distracted and procrastinate a lot. I plan to act more decisively in the future with a clear goal in my head and take control of my time. Make split-second decisions and own them. Schedule my day and live more optimally. » Continue Reading
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Frankly, this semester has been going very smoothly for me. I have kept up with all of my subjects this semester. And non of them intimidate me. My extra-curricular commitments, such as moot court and researching, have been going pretty well too. And since everything is going so well I feel like fucking it all up. It is similar to watching a domino series ready to be toppled. The fuck is wrong wit... » Continue Reading
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A cousin of a friend of mine died recently. I haven't really had to deal with the death of people close to me much in my life. My maternal grandma and grandpa have both passed away, but I didn't really feel sad about that. I understood the concept that I could no longer see them. They loved me and I have fond memories of them, but I rarely miss them and I have never mourned their loss. Does that ... » Continue Reading
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