Letting go

There she goes, and there she goes again. She's doing it to drive me insane; she is doing it to make me upset. Yeah, she couldn't control me, so now she hurts me. Real mature of her to do so. Maybe, it wasn't really mature of me to let it get this far. 

I have never really been good at making people feel secure and better. I have tried my best to apply logic and care toward their welfare, but they never thought that I cared. I never got too close. I was always detached and safe. That might be a problem, But there are circumstances to it. A lot of history and conditioning. I am trying to be a warmer person. A kinder person. I still am losing people. But that is fine. I don't need a crowd to be kind and warm. I just have to stay true to myself, and things will be as they are meant to be.

I trust the process:)