Today I felt like I woke up in my old body, the one that used to smile I saw your face. I'm not sure why today was different, I expected a "good morning" from you. I felt my creativity return to my hands, the urge to create filled my being like nothing else. With all the good memories though, came you with it. Why do you trail behind every single memory of mine? Every loss of life, you're there to... » Continue Reading
Today I felt like I woke up in my old body, the one that used to smile I saw your face. I'm not sure why today was different, I expected a "good morning" from you. I felt my creativity return to my hands, the urge to create filled my being like nothing else. With all the good memories though, came you with it. Why do you trail behind every single memory of mine? Every loss of life, you're there to... » Continue Reading
Dear Lucas, You've been coming to the saloon a lot more than usual, yer prick husband botherin' you again I assume. you'd always get drunk and complain to me about him sleepin' with other men when he was outta town, talk about how ya wish you n' I could pack our things and skip town. Hypocritical bastard. You'd hold me close and tell me about how sorry ya we're, you'd pull me by my tie and make me... » Continue Reading
Dear... Dear uhm.... What was your name again? ... It's me again, like it always is. I'm sure my letters get lost in your mail a lot haha... Sorry for botherin' ya, you're probably tired of me apologizing all the time but what do I care! Right? I care. I'm shameful of it but I always cared about ya. You've driven me insane more than once, and each darn time I let you crawl back to me, I love ... » Continue Reading
Lucas. I wish you'd stop knocking on my door when I'm doin' fine. It's like you're tryna tell me I'm sick or somethin'! When I rest my weary head on my pillow at night, all I hear is you yelling out in the yard like some sorta animal!! Andy keeps wanting to check in on ya and see what's going on and I'm gonna be honest, I can't stop him, but it still urks me. I don't want you n Andy hanging out, ... » Continue Reading
Lucas. I'm better. Nothing else much to add to that, but I'm better. I need to start reminding myself that things aren't like they used to be, I'm not leeching on people like I once did, not letting men walk over me and treat me like last week's leftovers! I always wanted to be like you, luke. I admired everything about you, thought your life was so cool and you had it all together. I admired tha... » Continue Reading
i got to digitally kiss boys (just one boy actually) and he is very cute and super sweet and he made me gifts and i like him a lot. he is so cute yall dont even know but hes so pretty and i like him a lot and he likes me i think » Continue Reading