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Dear... 

Dear uhm.... 

What was your name again? 

... 

It's me again, like it always is. I'm sure my letters get lost in your mail a lot haha... Sorry for botherin' ya, you're probably tired of me apologizing all the time but what do I care! Right? 

I care. I'm shameful of it but I always cared about ya. You've driven me insane more than once, and each darn time I let you crawl back to me, I love ya like a mutt. You coulda kicked me in the face countless time and I still woulda come back with my head held down waitin' for ya to tell me what to do. Despite all that, I can't seem to remember your name... Let alone your face, but I forgot that one long ago. I'm sure if I saw ya on a trip to the market I'd know it was you though. Ya got this... Look on yer face that leaves me in shambles every time. N' despite my mean words and the fact I bark about how much I hate your face, I'd never have the guts to truly bite ya. Shamefully I've cried at the sight of your picture more than once & when I lay my eyes on Andy's kind face I nearly call him your name, whatever it was. 

Please don't ruin me again. I know I've done more crappy things than I could count on one hand but please let me have this. Please. All I've wanted was a hand to hold all my shitty life and now I have it, please let me keep it. You'd never admit to the awful things ya do, the petty things you've done to me, but please please please just let me have this?

-Sam