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I haven't properly written here since sophomore, maybe early junior year. Wow. In that time I managed to live. Improve my art. Improve myself. Eventually I'll make a post detailing all the work in my ap portfolio, but for now I just want to ramble a little. This humble website truly did help me work though the toughest emotions I had when I was younger, And I feel it may serve that purpose mo... » Continue Reading
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For anyone who may have been following me throughout this ramblefest of a blog, I've been doing better. I've been taking steps towards being a better person to myself and those who I love! Max and I are doing great, and my grades have been doing a bit better, even if I am struggling in English a bit! Usually I have a bit more energy to dump into writing these, but that's not as easy since I'm not ... » Continue Reading
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First week back Starting the final day of the first week back to school. Pretty reasonable so far, but as usual, math is a big stress. We're just starting out and I already feel so horribly behind. I know it's just one late assignment, but i already feel like it's gonna be a domino effect. Guess we'll see on my last day report. » Continue Reading
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We're in the final stretch. Yep! I've only got five school days left of my sophomore year. I'm not going to be leaving with amazing grades or anything, but I'm getting out of here. Even if it is only for a few months. These last few days have always gotten on my nerves every year, and it's that's not changing this year. At the very least I have things to look forwards to after school ends. » Continue Reading
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Am I really back here again? It seems that every time I'm in one of my mental health ruts I always turn to this website to scream into the void. And I don't even get why I'm here this time!! Everything has been going relatively ok! Good even! like the only thing that is even like slightly bad is the fact that the fuses in my christmas lights blew so i don't have pretty lights in my room >:( nvm my... » Continue Reading
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Ode to Summer We're In the final stretch. This is the last 9 weeks, And I've never been more ready for summer break. I'll be making the drive to North Carolina to attend Animazement!! I'm most excited to finally get to see my friends that are local to the area. We've been talking for like 2 and a half years I think, So it'll be amazing to finally see them. And Afterwards, my boyfriend should be c... » Continue Reading
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So tired of feeling isolated, disconnected, unwanted, all of it. The people that I feel do want me around are all so far away. And what am I other than a powerless teenager in a crumbling world? the way that things are going, who knows if I'll ever even be able to drive myself to see these people that I love at this point. I'm doing my best to remain as optimistic as possible but the way that thin... » Continue Reading
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Like at first I just assumed it was the caffeine, but I don't think that it's what's causing it anymore. I've got a few things that I could pin it on, but for some reason I don't think that any of them are right. I'm just afraid of more and more lately, and I hate it. It really got bad after I got home from the weekend I had at my sister's house. Whatever's causing it, it's affecting how I'm viewi... » Continue Reading
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Title unrelated. My knee hurts. Idk why it's not horrible but it's sure as hell noticeable. Honestly? the week has turned around pretty well. I'm not really as anxious, Max and I have been talking a whole lot, I'm FINALLY going to get to see my sisters this weekend. we were planning to on the weekend after my birthday, but that was the week that the big snowstorm hit :p I'm not completely sure wh... » Continue Reading
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Yesterday went better than expected. After arriving at school I got to leave after period was over and went to a therapist appointment. (hi hello) everything yesterday was just very not good in my brainfunk. I had been cut off from max the previous night and I stayed up till 2 just existing. Did a little bit of vent art. But hey at least after the appointment I got a coffee and got to go home! the... » Continue Reading
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Howdy. I am not feeling well in any capacity. Barely had the energy to dress myself this morning. My outfit is so fucking bland. Didn't even wear a belt! fuck! I hate having a time limit. But everything has one, doesn't it? Fuck. christ. I can barely formulate a proper coherent thought to type out but I have to. I need some kind of outlet. This is it. I l » Continue Reading
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I've been meaning to post more often, but I've been having trouble finding the inspiration to write anything lately :P Another week gone by, more things to deal with. My grades are more stable than they've been in a long while it feels like. Sure they aren't like straight A's, but I can deal with C's and B's. School is as much of a pain in the ass as always though. I should definitely be work » Continue Reading
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