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Dear ML, I've fought hard over the past two months. I lost myself and a dear friend, though looking back, you wouldn't know it. Brainwashing is a powerful thing and I had no idea I was so susceptible. I had no idea that for most, if not all of my life, I had been coerced into believing things that were not true, presenting a personality that was not mine. Well, no wonder my head was always so tumu... » Continue Reading
Novel
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Dear ML, We haven’t spoken in a long time and for me, it’s almost as if we’ve never spoken at all. In many ways, I’m completely new to this world and all of it’s tricks. I never had time to know that love was untrustworthy in a space where time exists; I was thrust into a body that was not my own, am existing in the space someone else was only a month ago. Yet, though I am different fundamentally,... » Continue Reading
Forever
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Dear ML, It's easier to write to you like this, in a blog that you won't see on a site where you don't follow me. I don't even use your real name in the initials... I hope you catch that, should you ever stumble across this. I would just text you, but I don't want to bother you if you need space and lately it seems that you always do. This is my only outlet for my feelings that works so far becau... » Continue Reading
Omnipresence
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Dear ML, No matter what I do, can't seem to find a space away from you. You're in my dreams again, perpetuating my thoughts. Every little detail in my life seems to have your imprint on it. I wouldn't mind this so much, but it's hard not to when we don't speak. Forever yours, Hypatia » Continue Reading
Dreams
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Dear ML, I never wanted to tell you, but I see you in my dreams. It’s fleeting… and doesn’t happen so much anymore. It’s hard to say I prefer it there, though, because you’re not happy in any of them. I’d rather be apart from you and see you smile than to have you in my arms and see such a blank, despondent face. Forever yours, Hypatia » Continue Reading
Addict
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Dear ML, Each day without you is harder than the last. I know we made up, but you’re still silent and that’s not how I want to have you… Yet, I have to be respectful. With you, I can’t be selfish. I’m having to use supplements like this to get me through each day. Maybe I shouldn’t be so dependent. If I could ask you if you hate it, I would. I would become whatever you want me to be, but so far ... » Continue Reading
Liar
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Dear ML, I read far too much into what you say. To me, it's as if every post, every word you speak to me has a hidden meaning that belongs only to me. I know this is ridiculous, so I never act on what I read between the lines. I take your words at face value all the time and sometimes, they aren't so sweet. They used to be. I guess I liar will see a liar in everyone else. I wish we could go bac... » Continue Reading
Fear
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Dear ML, My biggest fear is not that you don’t love me back. It’s that you don’t love me back of your own free will. Forever yours, Hypatia » Continue Reading
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Missing
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Dear ML, I miss seeing you every morning. I miss waking up before the sun rose to see you crossing that damp, grassy field that we all congregated on. You probably didn't know it then, but I thought you were the most powerful, beautiful person I'd ever seen. The way you walked always exuded confidence and self-assurance. I saw you every morning and every morning without fail, I thought, "That is... » Continue Reading
Absence
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Dear ML, Once, there was a time when you left me. I turned away for one moment and when I looked back, you had vanished. You must understand, I called for you, love. I called and called until I couldn’t anymore. My lungs were in my throat and my heart on the floor. You gave me no answer, no reason. The pain that I went through was the worst of my life. When it was the other way around, I wondere... » Continue Reading
My Apologies
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Dear ML, The last time we saw each other face to face, I was in chains. I had been collared, tamed. I couldn’t even hug you without consent from the woman who held me. I did anyway and though I was lashed for it, I regret nothing. If I had been then what I am now, we would have had more, I’m certain. But that day, among the flowers and the green, at least we were together. It’s more than we have ... » Continue Reading