Forever

It's easier to write to you like this, in a blog that you won't see on a site where you don't follow me. I don't even use your real name in the initials... I hope you catch that, should you ever stumble across this. I would just text you, but I don't want to bother you if you need space and lately it seems that you always do. This is my only outlet for my feelings that works so far because it's not like writing in a journal. Here, you have a chance to see it. You've said time and time again that you'll answer now when I text, but what's the point if you don't text first sometimes? I love you and yes, I hope you love me... but if it happens that you don't, I hope even more that you'll tell me the truth. I would say so I can be rid of this shackle once and for all, but lets be real, that's not going to happen. 

Forever yours, Hypatia