I'm sick and tired of explaining to people. How they view me is no longer my business but screw everyone who judges others based on who they are becoming. I think it should be more of a concern on people's end that they aren't changing when they should be because change is surprise! INEVITABLE! I'm not mad but I am simply putting an emphasis since situations like these are getting so unnecessary a... » Continue Reading
Ever since that day, life has been such a joy to me. Everything is a learning experience in this kind of industry and she's always been there to make it less scarier for me. I appreciate her so much it but for also a lot of things. I thought about how odd the situation is to click with someone in just a month and a few weeks of knowing each other but reminded myself that if you really understand e... » Continue Reading
It's not that I'm confused. I know it's always been there since elementary school. It's just hard to acknowledge it due to religious beliefs and upbringing. Don't hate me for this. I believe that love is love and find it unfair as to why people are being hated or punished in a way for simply choosing someone who treats them way better than anyone else and is actually good for them? I have to accep... » Continue Reading
I've been thinking about it for a while ever since I busted both my hands from working because what we have to do at that time is to type and type. There's not much of a problem there but the consequences of that reached me earlier than I expect. To be honest, I don't really need to work. I just tried it out for the sake of experience but I don't really need it because I want to finish my studies.... » Continue Reading
Omg I'm at the mall right now with mom and grandma and they're thrifting. I'm a fan of thrifting myself 'cause I grew up with mom going to thrift stores. I'm so happy that I still grew with it. It saves a lot of money and it's simply because I don't really support fast fashion. Sure, the convenience is there but it's not really good for the environment. Thrifting is better. I can also get to pick ... » Continue Reading
Yesterday was super fun! They visited me here and we enjoyed every moment together. I'm missing them already and I hope I'll be able to spend more time with them. They're the only ones that I trust at work so they're more than colleagues to me. I care about them so much and I want to craft something for them that they can use daily. It's not going to be good for my hands if I overwork them so I'll... » Continue Reading
I think it's the side effects of the pills but I think I'll be fine. Something happened and I don't know if I have the guts to go to work at this point. I am thinking of resigning and just rot at home as I continue to finish my studies. It doesn't seem like a bad idea but in reality, it actually is. I'll be isolated once again and that is something that I no longer want to go through. I've been al... » Continue Reading
It will be a miracle to go back to production all healed up but what I'm dreading about is the possibility that I might be switched to a different skill. I don't really like the fact that they can change our skills anytime but it's not that we're being forced to. Still, I'd rather not be switched to a different skill. I'm uncomfortable with the thought of it because I don't like socializing or hea... » Continue Reading
My friends might come over a few days from now and I'm excited to see them again! They're also my colleagues. That being said, I'm going to clean my room once I wake up from my nap because it needs a lot of arranging to do. I have way too many Kuromi plushies that I have to arrange accordingly. I'm not quite sure when would be the best time for them to visit me since I have to go back to my ortho ... » Continue Reading
I'm just happy that I was able to go out with grandma yesterday. I treated her lots but I feel like it's still not enough 2333. She and I had lots of fun though and I was able to buy more clothes for the two of us which is really neat! I also got my sister a big My Melody plushie to match my Kuromi one and she loved it! I bought a few makeup items for me, grandma, and my sister. I guess shopping i... » Continue Reading
I kinda want to go out soon just to meet up with a few friends and drink alcohol with each other. I could use one from all of the events happening right now. They're not that bad. I'm just bored and need to get my mind relaxed as well but then again, I don't think it's a good idea considering the fact that I'm on some medications right now. It would be fun to hang out with the others again soon es... » Continue Reading