💜 | Outside

I'm just happy that I was able to go out with grandma yesterday. I treated her lots but I feel like it's still not enough 2333. She and I had lots of fun though and I was able to buy more clothes for the two of us which is really neat! I also got my sister a big My Melody plushie to match my Kuromi one and she loved it!

I bought a few makeup items for me, grandma, and my sister. I guess shopping is a fun time to unwind when things are getting a bit too heavy. It's fun to walk around shops and visit favourite ones. It's a bit whimsy 2333. That being said, I treated grandma her favorite food and bought more for the rest of the family to enjoy.

It would be lovely to go out more in hopes that my thoughts are being scattered in every step I take until there's nothing left to think of. Thinking is fun but I'm meant to feel. I think this might be the side effects of the pills I'm taking but I have to continuously use it so I can heal fast.

I want to go out more and explore tiny places that can potentially be my secret hiding place and bring my loved ones there. It'll feel like showing a small parts of me in my heart. How cute.