🌻 | Her

Ever since that day, life has been such a joy to me. Everything is a learning experience in this kind of industry and she's always been there to make it less scarier for me. I appreciate her so much it but for also a lot of things. I thought about how odd the situation is to click with someone in just a month and a few weeks of knowing each other but reminded myself that if you really understand each other or have certain types of similarities, it'll be easy to click with fellow/like-minded individuals.

I knew that people only often see her as someone who is funny but I saw way past that. We saw each other for who we really are. There's so much more to her than just being a funny person. I love the real her and all parts of her. I told her how much I adored her and the feelings are quite mutual in terms of respecting each other for being the way that we are. She's surprised by our similarities and for the first time, it felt like someone really understands her.

And I'm happy to be the first.

She's consistently been such a darling to me. She got me gifts and foods and even took me out to eat together though about that, I think it's a date but I wasn't aware because I'm such an airhead 2333. I appreciate all of the things she's given and done for me so I'm trying to reciprocate that not because I felt obligated to but because I want to. She told me it's fine and it's all on her but I want to give back. I actually got her a hot wheels car but the batman because I remember her telling me that if ever I'll give her one (I told her I will before), she wanted it to reflect my character or remind her of me.

I couldn't find a cute purple hot wheels car or maybe I'm just not looking well enough but the batman car is what I've fallen in love with so why not, right? I'm going to give it to her soon once it arrives which reminds me that I probably need to wrap it up as a gift but I don't have any wrapping paper omg... I'll figure something out for it eventually. I'm just excited to give her the car soon because she has a collection of hot wheels but in this specific car design. I'm not a car savvy woman so I forgot the name.

That being said, I love her so much! I just respect and adore her but there's something different with the way she embraces me. It felt so safe and comfortable that it can most likely help me sleep well. Her loving and respectful touches felt as if she's yearning for something she's not aware of which is cute. So far, we're just enjoying each other's company which is lovely. Just relaxing in each other's presence as well. She makes me so happy.

I want to craft her something but I lack the materials for it. I'm too lazy to withdraw money from my card so I might design it for now so I can buy the exact materials and finish it. Yeah, seems like a decent plan. What I have in mind are handmade keychains. I hope she'll love them because I'll be putting all of my efforts in it despite having busted wrists.