School for a lot of people around me starts in a few days. My school starts on the 15th. I'm homeschooled so I don't really care when it starts. I've also been waking up super early no matter what time I go to sleep, so I don't see any reason why school would be hard on me. My classes usually end at 3pm. Like they have an hour - two hours between each class. I got into computer science. I was alre... » Continue Reading
So this is my OG account that I made when I was in Freshman year of highschool, I am now going into JUNIOR year! I honestly am mind blown that this account is this old. I do have another one that I am normally on so like, I'm gonna put the name as LuckyStarShooter and then have this one as LuckyStar. I got to see Nat, I haven't seen her in a year and her and Elliot broke up. I moved houses and so ... » Continue Reading
So my mom finally asked me if I was stealing her cigs and me, being an honest person no matter what said yeah. I'm no longer allowed in her room and she got a new door knob that has a different key. I broke our trust bond. She wasn't as mad as I thoight she would've been so I see that as kind of a win. She says she gets it because in her words, "I know you're bored as fuck and are doing anything t... » Continue Reading
My ex has a new girlfriend. But she is such a downgrade. Like she looks similar to me, so I know he has a type. But she just isn't pretty, I'm not as jealous as I am shocked, like bro told me that he was obsessed with me and then goes and dates another person. Like I don't love him anymore, I'm just obsessed with him for some reason. » Continue Reading
So we moved houses and ended up living in a different area. I like the new house and I've been cleaning my room up because omg it's a huge mess. I am super happy that we moved tbh. My mom has court today and might be arrested but we shall see. I stopped smoking weed and nic when I first got out of the mental hospital, and then I started secretly smoking my moms pen and then I had a breakdown one n... » Continue Reading
I've been gone because I lost everything for a little bit. So like the reason I lost everything is because I was still talking to my ex JC when I wasn't supposed to be. I was also caught talking to my ex friends about drugs and doing shrooms. I also am homeschooled now, I went inpatient like 7 times and now here I am back online and doing the things that I love. I missed this account. I have anoth... » Continue Reading
I went to see my therapist today. We talked about the issues I've been having with my mom trying to stop my relationship. We also talked about some issues I've been having with my therapist. Since today was the last day that I had one of my meds, we needed to get it refilled. We had been looking for me a doctor and we haven't been able to find one, so my therapist sent me and my mom to a different... » Continue Reading
So me and my boyfriend have been dating for almost two months right now. And my mom after around the first month pulled me aside to talk to me about it. For a little back story me and my boyfriend (I know I'm gonna get hate for this) met while I was impatient. So me and him started dating and I told my mom while I was in the institution. She told me that I didn't want to know how she felt about th... » Continue Reading
So I ended up passing school, I think. I honestly don't know but ykw, it doesn't really matter. I'm out of school, and grounded, of course. The best way to start my summer off, without my phone and not able to talk to anyone. What could I have done that was so bad? Stay with the guy that my mom told me to block and delete his number. It's fine though, I get my phone back on Friday. I'm super bored... » Continue Reading
The last week of school starts tomorrow. Everyday is a half day. I honestly don't know how to feel about it. It makes me happy but also makes me kind of sad because I won't be in any of my classes. I'm gonna ask my case worker if I'm allowed to go but I doubt she'll let me. It's been a weird week. I'm just done with everything. » Continue Reading
So I went back to school on Monday, I haven't been there for around a month. The main reason that I've been gone is because I was inpatient. So when I went back to school, due to the reason of my hospitalization, i need to be searched every morning by the staff. So yesterday morning I went in and everything was going pretty normal, I was sitting in my house office waiting to see the staff that sea... » Continue Reading