Lilja

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"I'll keep wishing for a world where you can be happy. "

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1/26/26 Im High, Here’s my Poem Dump Blah

Category: Writing and Poetry

got high and stayed up all night writing poetry… of course me. - . -“  well here you go! this one is about when i accidentally flashed a guy that passed by my house when i was trying to get my cleaning supplies in the next room over in only my bra and pajama pants. i felt horrible guilt about it. it was on my Google Docs and I’m typing this on mobile ,honestly,so im sorry about the formatting.. » Continue Reading

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12/29/25: Why Shadow the Hedgehog is a Transgender Woman

Category: Blogging

It's everyone's favorite edgelord: Shadow the Hedgehog! Introduced as Iizuka's and Maekawa's collaborative shonen cinnamon roll of the Sonic cast, Sega eventually mauled his character into tiny, Bush-era-edginess-satire, rivalslop-shaped shreds over the years. And no, it did not happen in 2005 with the release of his names » Continue Reading

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12/27/25: Using This Website Gets Harder and Harder, and Happy New Years-ish

Category: Blogging

Was there ever a day when you physically could not access a website, but your friend could? Not because it was private, but because your old snapping turtle headass of a governor said no? Your snapping turtle, embezzling, Jesus diddling governor wanted to protect the children of his state. Henceforth... Tate Reeves, I hope your daughter gets diagnosed with autism and marries a transgender puppygir... » Continue Reading

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12/22/25: Watched the New Chainsaw Man Movie, It Was Homosexual

Category: Blogging

Hello everyone. Sorry that I have not been active on here recently; it seems that the age verification laws have extended to other states aside from Mississippi, so it is becoming increasingly rarer for me to be able to access this site. Always remember to hug your local politicians in Minecraft. Also, there will be sorta kinda spoilers from here on out, so stop reading if you don’t like that. So ... » Continue Reading

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12/10/25: Being Transgender

Category: Blogging

If you constantly doomscroll twitter during your free time and also happen to be transgender or have transgender mutuals, you have probably seen the tons of discourse about that one girl that wanted to tattoo her entire body blue that got backlash for stereotyping her shitty abusive trans boyfriend… or something, which then devolved into transfem/masc infighting about who has it worse in simple te... » Continue Reading

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12/2/25: Writing

Category: Blogging

So, over Thanksgiving break, I got absolutely decimated by my professor for my essay on AI-generated art, and she didn't use AI to give me feedback notes this time, which was an accidental play on my part but wonderful nonetheless. But it made me feel like an idiot, and more importantly, question what actually makes writing good.   For a subjective topic, it is strange that we judge the art of wri... » Continue Reading

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11/26/25: Identity

Category: Blogging

I am starting a new format inspired by my friend, David. I thought it would help me write better and parse my thoughts more clearly if I stuck to one topic as compared to convincing myself that I was just wordvomiting my thoughts out in a journal. Even if I was, it'd probably do my mind some good to pretend to stick to a particular topic!  Today, I made a 4 hour long drive with my wife and brother... » Continue Reading

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100 question survey

Category: Quiz/Survey

1. What is your name?  Michael! 2. Year you were born in?  » Continue Reading

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Friday journal 11/14/25

Category: Blogging

So I will preface this particular journal entry today by saying... I finally got a haircut yesterday! Why is that so important? Nothing to note, except that I finally chopped off maybe 10 inches of hair or more on a whim after taking 3 exams in the past 24 hours. Maybe I fried my brain. Maybe the sociology exam got to me. I'm not sure. My professor literally gave us the chapters to study and told ... » Continue Reading

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Sunday journal 11/9/25

Category: Blogging

Hello spacehey I just got out of the shower and watched one of the new smiling friends episodes while warming up. I liked the super monkey ball reference, but I was put off but the flash cuts of mr. boss x alan yaoi while watching, because I am having a psychotic episode so i could not believe my eyes and i thought i was losing my mind and hallucinating mr. boss x alan yaoi subconsciously because ... » Continue Reading

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Friday journal 10/24/25

Category: Blogging

so im writing on the way to work at my crappy maid job because I’ve been wanting to start a journal, but I never have the time to pick up a notebook from the store because of my crappy maid job! :) why not here? im technically banned from spacehey because of my state (screw you mississippi) but I thought it would be nice to write here because of the small user base and my very inactive friend list... » Continue Reading

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the adventures of dex

Category: Life

assuming since dxm is a legal substance i can post this. lessee. decided since im slowly coming off a month-long binge to reminisce... better than benadryl but makes you just as stupid! (and for much much longer too) the first few times were great, had 2 bottles of r30s and took 150mg tops since im light, then i built up a huge t » Continue Reading

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