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Lilja
"I'll keep wishing for a world where you can be happy. "
he/him MS US 93
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2/10/26: Finding Out You Suck At The Things You Love
Category: Blogging
This Monday, I was reminded that I have autism during chemistry lab. Labs are not my strong suit, and I don’t want to dwell on it but I did cry when I ruined an experiment. I was overwhelmed by the feeling of the goggles on my face, how I was taking up the work my partner might need to be doing, how I wasn’t doing enough work, how I look wrong, and I fucked up and then I cried, then I looked up an... » Continue Reading
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1/26/26 Im High, Here’s my Poem Dump Blah
Category: Writing and Poetry
got high and stayed up all night writing poetry… of course me. - . -“ well here you go! this one is about when i accidentally flashed a guy that passed by my house when i was trying to get my cleaning supplies in the next room over in only my bra and pajama pants. i felt horrible guilt about it. it was on my Google Docs and I’m typing this on mobile ,honestly,so im sorry about the formatting.. » Continue Reading
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12/29/25: Why Shadow the Hedgehog is a Transgender Woman
Category: Blogging
It's everyone's favorite edgelord: Shadow the Hedgehog! Introduced as Iizuka's and Maekawa's collaborative shonen cinnamon roll of the Sonic cast, Sega eventually mauled his character into tiny, Bush-era-edginess-satire, rivalslop-shaped shreds over the years. And no, it did not happen in 2005 with the release of his names » Continue Reading
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12/27/25: Using This Website Gets Harder and Harder, and Happy New Years-ish
Category: Blogging
Was there ever a day when you physically could not access a website, but your friend could? Not because it was private, but because your old snapping turtle headass of a governor said no? Your snapping turtle, embezzling, Jesus diddling governor wanted to protect the children of his state. Henceforth... Tate Reeves, I hope your daughter gets diagnosed with autism and marries a transgender puppygir... » Continue Reading
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12/22/25: Watched the New Chainsaw Man Movie, It Was Homosexual
Category: Blogging
Hello everyone. Sorry that I have not been active on here recently; it seems that the age verification laws have extended to other states aside from Mississippi, so it is becoming increasingly rarer for me to be able to access this site. Always remember to hug your local politicians in Minecraft. Also, there will be sorta kinda spoilers from here on out, so stop reading if you don’t like that. So ... » Continue Reading
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12/10/25: Being Transgender
Category: Blogging
If you constantly doomscroll twitter during your free time and also happen to be transgender or have transgender mutuals, you have probably seen the tons of discourse about that one girl that wanted to tattoo her entire body blue that got backlash for stereotyping her shitty abusive trans boyfriend… or something, which then devolved into transfem/masc infighting about who has it worse in simple te... » Continue Reading
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12/2/25: Writing
Category: Blogging
So, over Thanksgiving break, I got absolutely decimated by my professor for my essay on AI-generated art, and she didn't use AI to give me feedback notes this time, which was an accidental play on my part but wonderful nonetheless. But it made me feel like an idiot, and more importantly, question what actually makes writing good. For a subjective topic, it is strange that we judge the art of wri... » Continue Reading
11/26/25: Identity
Category: Blogging
I am starting a new format inspired by my friend, David. I thought it would help me write better and parse my thoughts more clearly if I stuck to one topic as compared to convincing myself that I was just wordvomiting my thoughts out in a journal. Even if I was, it'd probably do my mind some good to pretend to stick to a particular topic! Today, I made a 4 hour long drive with my wife and brother... » Continue Reading
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100 question survey
Category: Quiz/Survey
1. What is your name? Michael! 2. Year you were born in? » Continue Reading