"eepyyy"
βella β22 βCali
Last active:
SpaceHey Blog URL:
https://blog.spacehey.com/xblauzye
Pinned
Category: Writing and Poetry
every time I see you, I'm filled with joy you bring me back to life when I watch your brightness across the sky as I awake, or when it's time to fall asleep You're all I crave to see You're my favorite sun, my favorite flower, my favorite fruit, my favorite color I defend you when people curse your name Oh, how I hate when they do that to you but that was until I got too close I had forgotten I'v... » Continue Reading
— 1 Kudos
Category: Writing and Poetry
you say your job is to provide and protect while all i have to do is sit pretty and do what im told if your job is to provide and protect, why have i not felt safe? why haven't you provided me with the care i need? you stole the freedom i didn't have in the first place you say to keep quiet to keep the peace but how can there be peace when i've been treated less than human? you have a say in my bo... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
what's it like being free? what's it like being able to breathe the fresh air outside? what's it like being in control? having a say in so many things while i have to keep quiet what's it like not being afraid of the dark and feel safe with the same kind as you? these are questions i have in my head that engraved in like stone. will i ever be free? will i ever feel safe with a man's touch? when wi... » Continue Reading
— 1 Comment— 2 Kudos
Category: Writing and Poetry
i know you're afraid of ever losing my sight but darling i promise you you're the only one i hold onto tight, and when judgement day comes i will surrender myself to the ground because i know i've done wrong because you're my forbidden love and in front of god, i have failed but darling, please know even in hell, my love will prevail and if it's pain that awaits for us let's make this heaven on ea... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
you tried to steal the light in my eyes you wanted to grasp what it felt like but everything you touch turns black and you tried to hold on tight but the worst part was dragging me down with you you wanted to take it all away you grew angry because you couldn't understand the way i view the world differently you wanted me to see your world and what it felt like by drowning me with you and you th » Continue Reading
— 4 Kudos
Category: Writing and Poetry
I am only strong because I am my mother's daughter I am strong because I've grown to love my own home that used to feel like a prison cage for me I am only strong because I have the best support system in my whole world forever and ever I am strong because you are here wit » Continue Reading
— 2 Kudos
Category: Writing and Poetry
Everyday I try again Everyday I try again Everyday I hope it'll be different Everyday I try again in the hopes that it'll be different Everyday I hope it'll change But everyday is just the same Everyday the cycle never ends Everyday is play pretend » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i'm in love with you it's so much that i can't hold it all it's like my cup is being overfilled with your red thick blood so sweet, warm, and gentle i could let you devour me and i wouldn't mind because it's you that i need if you bite my neck will you let me breathe? when you consume me i'll be in the palms of your hands take my very last breath you know i'm all yours » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
write to me in love letters and poems show me your favorite song lyrics and explain to me why it reminds you of me touch me with your warm hands and remind me that i'm no longer alone i'm safe with you » Continue Reading
— 1 Kudos
Category: Writing and Poetry
there's no reason for you to not like yourself. loving every quirk, mannerisms, your laugh and smile, your intelligence... everything is perfect. i wish i could show the world what you're made of. and i wish they could've apologized to you. » Continue Reading
— 2 Comments— 4 Kudos
Category: Writing and Poetry
a creature made up of everything you've ever seen, a creature made up of ugliness and dirt, but also beauty and flowers, made up of freeways and stripmalls, but also palm trees and beaches. A creature that talks and breathes, who sees and destroys, says to me, "What do you see? in front of you i am your own reflection. is it pretty? is it dark? you can perceive me and judge me all you want, but th... » Continue Reading
— 2 Kudos
Category: Writing and Poetry
and i see two paths in front of me where will i go? if i look forward, im blinded by the fog of the unknown if i stay, will things stay the same? is my cycle ready to change? i don't know what life has in store for me, but i hope that it's good for i will cry in the moonlight without anyone to hold. maybe i am lonely and in need of feeling safe. if i run, will everyone walk away? i don't know wh » Continue Reading
Report User
